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On Monday, October 20, 2008 at 8:28 PM
everybody in school is ignoring me. :(
like lets say cause i was proud and ignorant and i am still now.
i use to hang out with Pearline, Kar Poh, Shirmine and Shivani. but one of them hated me for all the wrong doings i did.
1. like how when i boast about my results when i got higher than them but when they got higher than me i wished that they would just shut up. i am so bad.
2. or whenever i copy them. like buy the same rubber band and all sort of stuff. i thought it was ok. but i didnt know they hated me so much for that. i am sorry. i know i am wrong i apologise but i would do something wrong again. i said i really want to ... ...ARG @#%$%^$# !!!! forget it. i am just so useless. that was the first 6 month. it was like half the year and i just met new friends who didnt knew me much. but they hated me until like i havent talk to them since june. you know i am feeling super terrible. cos like sorry so many times but later i would offend her again. i cant seemed to do things right.
the the remainding months up to now, i went out to eat recess with another group of people from my class. i just so called added myself in so i am so called extra. then i dont know why they hate me so much now. maybe it is cause i always make fun of them but i always meant it as a joke. or to put it in a nice way maybe they do not hate me. maybe they and i have nothing in common so they ignore me? why i am ... forget it. nothing can change the past. I CANNOT CHANGE THE PAST SO I WILL NOT CARE ABOUT THE PAST AND LEARN FROM MY MISTAKE.
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i really can go on forever but it will make me even sadder to know what a person i am realy.. i feel so much better talking to my sis. <>
Sorry Ryan and Kakak. i have been venting my frustration and anger on all of them. Sometimes i really hate myself. i have no self control and i lack of discipline.
:( i need to go and seek help from God. i need to seek from forgiveness from everyone. i have ask some people why they hate me and i didnt know that i hurt your feelings so much. sorry.
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