this is all about ryan i guess.

2012-01-22T01:24:00.001+08:00

Pictures of rainbow,.... My
Happy day :)

2012-01-22T00:23:00.001+08:00

Oh by the way guys, I have a new mama! Her name is T. Wendy. I think she acknowledges me... hehehehhe! Anw I just wanna thank God for her cause I can rly tell her anything in the world and SHE WOULD LISTEN!! Hahahaha!! (and 1 more thing.. SHE STALKS MY FACEBOOK!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA.)

K. Hi t wendy :) i will take care of you when you grow up. So dont worry:) i will work hard. ^^

2012-01-22T00:09:00.003+08:00

AND 1 MORE THING. MY PCG IS RLY AWESOME!!! SHALL DEDICATE A SENTENCE OR MORE TO THEM EACH~

Charis: YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND/GIRL FRIEND/ A PERSON WHOM I AM REALLY SO CLOSE AND I REALLY HOPE THAT WE WOULD FOREVER BE THIS CLOSE. YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME. REALLY. :)

Marie Ann: HEY MARIE ANN. IM RLLLYYY SO GLAD THAT YOU AND I ARE ATTENDING YOUTHPHORIA SO REGULARLY NOW ;) I REALLY ENJOY YOUR COMPANY (LIKE TODAYS YOUTHPHORIA SESSION ;) xx

Nat: Hey Nat!!! Yknow everytime i see one of those long sms of yours, i rly feel very touched and whenever u try to encourage us :') im so glad to have u as our pcg; ^^

Mich: HEY MICHELLEEEE! YOU ARE SO CUTEEEEEEE. HAHAHAHA. Anw WHY YOU NVR COME CHURCH TODAY :( HAHAHAHA. KIDDING. I LOVE U TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. ( and im rly love how u r so enthu to share ur thanksgiving to the youthphorians (even tho u were to busy in the end. hehe)

Inez: Hey!! COME TO CHURCH MORE OFTENNNN! HHAHAHAHAH. Do you rmb how close we used to be??? hehehehe~~ anyway hope you will HAVE LOADS OF FUN IN YOUR NEW SCH:d

Shanna: Yo Shanna~~ you are one rly high and hyper-active person ..LOL. hope that u rly feel that u have fit into our church rly well~ and i rly hope to see u come to church more regularly :)

Rachel H: HEY FELLOW PCG MEMBER WITH THE SAME NAME AS ME! WE USED TO BE SO CLOSE!! now not rly :( havent seen u for more than a year or smth?!!?! hahahaha. pls come to pcg and church more often okayz... all of us rly miss u <3

And some church ppl:

Angela bobo su: i rly rly rly rly love hanging out with you.cos u make charis and i go crazy.mad.happy.excited. HAHAHA. CONTINUE TO BE THIS CRAZY. HAHAHAHAH.

Maverick: i think u are the only person who reads my blog (or maybe only that one post which u read.. hahahaha. my blog is like my online diary~ and i post all my feelings here. and nobody ever reads it(other than u LOL) hehehehe.SO ONLY YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE BEEN FEEELINGGGG~~ HAAHAHA. (now im wondering if u will ever read this...) HAHAH.

Dandan and Lester: hey boyfriends.~ i rly love going out with charis and u guys. cos u 2 are so funny... HAHAHAH!!

jan and tiff: i love u guys~~ hehehehe. do u love me? i dont think u 2 wld ever read this~~ anw happy chinese new year wo de liang ge jie meis ;)

2012-01-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

Mother Teresa's Anyway Poem
People are often unreasonable, illogical and self centered;
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and your God;
It was never between you and them anyway.

2012-01-21T23:32:00.003+08:00

Today was a rly fun and awesome day. i think it is cause im wearing this rainbow t-shirt! hahaha. i feel rly happy and stuff~~ hahaha!

Anw after i bought myself a watch, i realise that im not late for anything (got it only ytd HAHA)

930AM: Woke up and bathe
10AM: REACHED OPP ST CONVENT CHURCH!! im so fast! hehehe.
10:17AM: REACHED yuliangs hse~ did some decor for Zoey's and Janniza's party
11-2PM: PARTY AT HERITAGE :)) (talked to ppl like: jann's schmate, GLORIAAAAA, PEARLYN,... .... (awww rly had such great time! my church ppl are so fun and approachable <3)
2-4PM: went to church early and see erjie play drums! it was rly cool cause erjie is a cool female drummer~ haaha!! and i guess today was a fun day cause i rly opened up. like i wasnt my anti-social self. heheehehe.
4-7PM: 1. today worship was diff. i used to feel so self-consious (like ppl were looking at the way i worship. and sometimes feel like 'im not that holy' and stuff when i look at ppl that worship. hehe. anyway but today when dan c. led worship with kimberly and when they sang 'surrender it all to u', i lifted my arms and felt like a burden lifted up from me shoulder. 2. i rly felt that the sermon (by T. wendy) was speaking to me. cause basically i was rly scared to lead prayer so i kept going on 'WHY ME? WHY ME KENNETH?.... ...' and then t wendy said that we can look at things in a different way and stuff like that. 3. ANYWAY WE SAW A BEAUTIFUL RAINBOW~ :)
Aft church-9.20pm: Went to Ikea with a lot of church ppl (like T. wendy, dandan, charis, lester,... ...) and we ate (chicken wings~~, pasta, meatballs) heheheh. AWESOME ;)xx
9.20pm-10.30pm: PEETAY AND RUSSELL CAME OVER. HAHAHA. so cool to see church ppl when u go home! RLY VERY FUN! HEHEHE. basically- it was fun and nice to hang out with them. THEY WERE LIKE MY SIBLINGS. HAHAHAHAHA. [OH AND IF YOU EVER READ THIS, YOU 2 ARE SO CUTE TGT! ;)]

this weeks testimony: Prayer works wonders~
1. Pearline's wallet(which she lost at Clarqe Quay's bus stop) was miracously picked up by a kind soul. And i guess it was really cool cause I really prayed very hard(like I didnt know what else to do. so i learnt -Prayer: first response not last resort~ :)
2. the beautiful rainbow
3. And how when i led prayer and stuff, i wasnt scared (i was rly very scared before that~ but today was such a happy day, tht when i kept praying (that God will be with me(ofcourse) i felt so happy and occupied that i wasnt scared :
4. anw i rly agree that God place us to go through so many trials so that we will get closer to Him. (like O levels, going through stage fright, and stuff like that :)) thinking about it, i rly haf to agree that only Him could bring me through this~~ <3

2012-01-21T23:15:00.002+08:00

Last Sunday, Angela (bobo su), Charis, Marcus, Amanda Choo had lunch together at fushionapolis. And I WLD SAY THAT WAS ONE CRAZY DAY WHERE I CLDNT STOP LAUGHING WITH THE REST!! HAHAHAHAHA. Anyone who rly had a super horrible day should just spend 5 minutes talking to bobo! ;) (cause she rly so crazy and sweet^^ heheheh)

[Anyway we were basically talking about cny stuff about how aunties EVERY YEAR ASK US THE SAME QUESTIONS (LIKE wah ni zhang gao leh/o level kao zhe me yang/you mei you boyfriend/...) AND BECAUSE BOBO IS SO FUNNY (& retarded), HER ACTIONS MADE US LAUGH LIKE THERES NO TMR! HAHAHAHAH.

Anyway then i went to church and then mavs hse(with chris and DORA)!! HAHAHA. we played some game on the TV which i ttly forget the name.( some zombie and human thing!! hahaha) Im rly very bad at it.... HAHAH. BUT I HAD SO MUCH OF FUN OKKKK~ And just as i was going to play BANG(didnt manage to learn finish.. mavy was teaching me halfway... ohwells~~ another time^^)

[btw the only ppl i know that read my blog are: jie and mav lol ANDDDDD MEEEEEE HAHAH. HI RACHEL. IF YOU ARE READING THIS: SMS ME 96685188. HAHAHAH KIDDING]

A

2012-01-12T14:23:00.001+08:00

1. Slow to anger
2. Love more. Thats all i got so far~ heheehe
3. Slp early :)

Some pictures for u guys :)

2012-01-11T23:23:00.000+08:00

Being Salt and Light in the world.

There are two broad approaches to seeking to shape values in society. At times the Christian community may feel it needs to confront a particular value, decision or priority adopted by the community. But the Christian community is also able to influence values day in, day out through bringing a distinctively Christian approach to the people we come across as we go about our daily lives. This is what we mean by being "salt and light" in the world (Mt 5:13,14), where by living distinctively Christian lifestyles we seek to influence those around us, and through this the values, decisions and priorities adopted by our communities. This page offers some reflections on being salt and light. Click here to view some thoughts on running a more structured campaign.

Pause for Thought : Start off by thinking for a moment where your influencing opportunities are. There will be many more than you may at first realise. Jot down a list of the times and places where you come into contact with other people.
Next think about some unrealised opportunities - chances that you have to come into contact with others within the community that would be relatively simple to do.
Thirdly, go back through this list and reflect for a moment on which offer the greatest opportunity to influence others : where there is a chance for dialogue, where community decisions are taken, where it's possible to spend time with people who can influence your community.

Jesus challenges us to be salt and light - to influence the world, and to be seen to be doing so. You might like to spend some time reflecting on this passage :
You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men. “You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven. Mt 5:13-16

1. You are the salt of the earth. ·By beginning with You, Jesus emphasises to the disciples that they have both the calling and the responsibility to be influencers in the world. Salt is a number of effects :
as a seasoning agent, it improves the taste of the food that it comes into contact with, and so as we come into contact with society our Christian values should improve the nature of that society.
salt makes people thirsty - and as Christians we seek to create a thirst in people's lives that can only be satisfied by Jesus, who said : "if anyone is thirsty, let him come to me me and drink" (Jn 7:37)
Salt is used to thaw ice on roads : so it can have the effect of warming hearts that have hardened against the gospel - over time the saltiness of Christians can bring people to know Jesus Christ.
as a preservative, salt gives food an improved length of life. Ultimately, with enough salt, those who do know Jesus, and acknowledge Him as Lord and Saviour will have eternal life.

2. Salt which loses its saltiness is useless. · Jesus' teaching is challenging. There is little room for those who are Christians, but who have lost their saltiness, or their "edge". Without the testimony of lives lived out with integrity and consistency with the principles that Christians claim to follow, the testimony of our lips is useless. But be clear : this does not require us to be perfect : knowing our sinfulness, and knowing our need to confess it and be cleansed of it is a vital part of the Christian gospel. Then, as v16 says, "let your light shine before men, so that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven."

3. You are like light for the world. · Light shines on dark things and exposes what is there. This is a call to the church to challenge evil within our society, however uncomfortable this may be. Having humility and servanthood within our character does not make us toothless and wishy-washy. The light that we bring, is not our own light - it is not who we are in ourselves, but rather the light of God shining through our lives as the Holy Spirit works through them. This doesn't mean that we have to refer to God in every other sentence, but when the opportunity arises, we can share with another person the light that God has given us.

4. Don't hide your light. · We hide our light when we stay silent in the face of discussion which is contrary to that which we believe. We hide our light when we fail to accept and conform with behaviours that are not in line with Jesus' teaching. We hide our light when we don't care for the needs of others, and walk by on the other side : since we have missed an opportunity to let the light of Jesus' compassion shine out in acts of kindness. If we let the light of the Holy Spirit at work in us shine through, then we bring glory to God, and there can be no greater joy than being able to give glory to the Father as we go through our daily lives.

Pause for Thought : After reflecting on this passage, revisit your list, and spend some time in prayer asking God to show you opportunities where you can be salt and light as you live out your life. Pray not only that you might have insight now, but also that you would become better at spotting the opportunities to be salt and light as they arise

2012-01-11T22:20:00.001+08:00

npfriend4@live.com.sg said (9:44 PM):
Hi, how may I help?

rach says:
Hi Keith. I'm still very confused if I should go to international business or business studies or even banking and finance

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
Ahhh, I see.
May I know your score?

rach says:
before or after deduction?
after deduction L1B4-6 points
before deduction 8 points

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
Ahhh I see, congrats

rach says:
HAHAHAH U R NOT ANSWERING MY QNS?! HAHAHAH

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
Hahaha alright, I shall begin
Do you have any areas of intersti?

rach says:
hmmm i guess it would be towards the business side of poly

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
I see, well let me briefly explain to you the difference between international business and business studies

First of all, Business studies (BS) is more diversified, where students learn the essentials of business. We get grounded in many different principles of business and we are basically equipped with all the necessary skills to secure a place in any business sector, from banks to insurance agencies
On the other hand, International Business (IBZ) students get to learn modules that are more suitable for the international scene, such as international marketing, international law IBZ students get the opportunity to travel overseas every year year 1s get to go to ASEAN countries, year 2s to Regional countires, and year 3s to anywhere in the world!
for Banking & Finance (BFS), you learn the ropes of how to work in a bank. You'll get prestigious interships with banks such as DBS, OCBC You get to intern in major banks even in China

rach says:
WOWWWWW. EVERYTHING IS SO INTERESTING HAHAHAH. i have no idea which one to choose :/ im too interested in all.... sigh......

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
Hahaha well in that case, you should think of your future prospects
do you plan to stay in singapore or go abroad?

rach says:
1. Oh wait before i forget, i rmb someone told me that ibz in not recognised in local uni!! is tt true

2. anyway i was also considering jcs cause i wanna go to a uni. and they said only top 5% of ur course. so let say if i go to ibz in ngee ann (which has abt 40 students) does that mean i must be the top 2 in class to go to a local uni????

3. and i plan to stay in singapore i guess...
maybe go overseas only when i need to venture abroad for more business opportunies ( following after my dad footsteps)

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
1. That is not true, because the first batch of IBZ students have not even graduated yet
this is the third year since its inauguration, thus the year 3s would only be graduation this may
2. That is not true as well. I can't speak for other polytechnics, but thecombined overseas + local university entry rate for NP is more than 60%
3. NP Business diplomas would be granted excemption for certain modules in local universities so your uni life would be shorter and quicker
How else may I help you Rachel?

rach says:
Oh my friend asked me to ask you more about tourism and resort management
NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
hmmm for TRM, you get many job opportunities once you graduate due to the high demand in Singapore

rach says:
(before u reply to that question, i would rly like to thank you so much for everthing :') u have srsly been a great help )
NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
and for that, your class room does not include in NP, but in cruise ships and 5star hotels as well
and rachel, you're more than welcome

rach says:
huh so wld u recomend tourism and resort management or intl business ? i know its my own interest.. but now t&rm seems to have a more promising future
npfriend4@live.com.sg said (10:22 PM):
Well business studies in a very diversified course, where you are grounded with the essentials of business, learning all the important principles of business

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
you learn all the essential skills such as marketing and finance
opps wrong chat!

rach says:
oooohhh i see more ppl interested in business studies hehehehhe

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
for TRM, you are more likely to work in the tourism sector or hotel management
yeah BS is the most popular course for JAE 2011
simply because many NP BS students go to universities locally and overseas
moreover, banks and financial companies prefer BS graduates

rach says:
REALLLYYY??!?!?!? THEN BS IS DEFO BETTER THAN T&RM. HAHAHAHA.
actly now business studies sounds better than intl business too! hahahahaha
(oh anw i decided not to go accounting cause i heard its the most competive and stressful course. and is nth related to secondary school principles of accounts. just to cfm is tt true?

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
Well, POA in secondary school would give you a head start in the POA module for BS, TRM, and IBZ. However, in ACC, you'll learn financial accounting, regulatory accounting, and advanced POA
it is a whole new level of POA in ACC

rach says:
Oh coool......... anyway so if i plan to remain in singapore (and not overseas in future), business studies is a better choice right?

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
Yes it is true, because IBZ is meant for you to do business overseas
I myself am in BS

rach says:
HAHAH i can infer with the course name itself. but its just cause ibz is harder to get in and i can. so i decided to go in. sounds dumb, but hahaah its true.

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
well, it is a common mistake to choose a course based on the low cut-off point
rach says:
yes i know. and i didnt want to make a mistake so i decided to talk to u guys
cause i also cld get into many jcs like nanyang and catholic jc and i was wondering if i was making the right decison if i actly did go there

anyway are you year 2? so hows school?? haha. i wanna know the truth of a poly life~~ hehehehehe

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
I'm actually in Year 1, and I was in the same postion as you. I got a net score of 11 (L1R5) and I could go to CJC and NYJC , TPJC, but I chose BS

rach says:
Ohhh i see v close to mine! hahaha. (My mama trying to get into jc cos she said that it wld be a waste if i dont try.... but i rly wanna do business so im going to convince her~ hehehehe)

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
i see

rach says:
anyway is it very hard to be the top??? i want to do well to ensure i can go a local uni..
NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
truth is, I have a friend with 2As and 1 B, cant go to uni at all

rach says:
OMG OMG WHY
thats rly good!
as in relatively good what~

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
im not sure why
but for poly students
if you get a GPA of >3.8, you're more likely to get into Uni.

rach says:
wow~~ but i guess it rly depends on the course itself... my friends friend got a gpa of 3.9 cldnt get to a local uni! #rlyinteresting haah
anw how does this gpa thing work?
NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
yeah what course is she in?

rach says:
i dont know!! hahah
i forgot to ask

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
hmmm okay, my brother got 3.87 and got accepted into SMU business

rach says:
also business course?
i mean bs

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
nope, BFS
how else may I help you?

rach says:
Nothing else!! im going to put bs as my first choice!!!
thank you so much once again~
go help someone else ^^
and sorry for troubling you. it was nice chatting with u
WAIR
WAIT
how much is ur sch fees?>!??!?!?

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
$2200/year, but with your score, you can easily apply for scholarships

rach says:
how and when shld i apply for scholarships? and what is it about?
(oh my sorry with bombarding u with so many questions)

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
NP offers more than 800+ scholarships
you'll be eligible once you are admitted into the course in April, emails will be sent out to remind you to apply
NP scholarships cover your yearly tuitions, laptop fees and book fees

rach says:
huh? so anyone can get the scholarship? anw poly got tution?

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
tuition fee = school fees
well, not anyone can get scholarships
it is in fact, extremely prestigious, so you must be invited to apply
but you have an excellent o level score
so they'll definitely selected you, but you must go through a series of interviews

rach says:
ENTIRE SCH FEES AND EVERYTHING ?!?!?! WOW IM DIDNT KNOW THAT!!!!!!

NP Friend 4 - Keith says:
yeah your entire year
can be free if you are a scholar

rach says:
Kayz. sorry for taking so much of your time keith! im done with ALL my questions thanks to u.
so see you in april~~ hahaha

2012-01-11T16:56:00.001+08:00

Nov 14 : end of os~
Nov 22-24: red camp was awesome. Made me rly wanna go intl business in tt sch after tt. Hahahah
Nov 14- end of nov: worked as a sales promoter at paragon. Sold, arranged and packed flowers :) earned abt 200-300 dollars or arnd there :) heheheh
29nov-1 dec: stayed at the hospital... What happen was that i had high fever (~40 degree celsius for 2-3 days). Then on the 29 nov 4am i suddenly had difficulties breathing and i felt like vomiting (but cldnt). I sat on the toilet bowl and was drifting into an unconsious state. Luckily mummy heard my cries of help before i knock out. When she came over, my eyeballs were rolled back and i was extremely weak. Then blah blah blah went to sgg for 3 days took 9 blood test 5 iv drips... Wow... (everytime they put the needle in me, i wld close my eyes and sing glad you came by tw. Hehheheh)
7-14 dec: went to korea~ saw f4 and hyunbin lookalike. I rly enjoyed myself and all i got to say is korean guys r rly tallll (1.8-1.9 metres) and can rly dress so well. I rmb i took this ride in lotte world where i wld spin slowly to a rly tall ht then droppppp super fast. Hehhe i was sitting between 2 korean guys (i was alone) so i felt rly secured. Heheheh :)
16-19 dec: youthcamp at salvation army~ i rly wanted to journal abt this but i was too lazy. Omg :( but all. Rmb was my grp -asher2 (yuliang.shanna.gloria.keith.hezekiah.samuel.maverick.rachel.danchoo.tricia.alex.adeline) was rly an awesome grp. Hahahh.we were rly close, performed an awesome skit tgt and won amazing race. Lol. Anw amanda ong and gloria were my room mates and we mostly talked abt korean bands. Hahahah! Im rly glad that i oso got to know gloria even more. (shes a rly nice person:))
25 dec: christmas party at uncle jons. We were involved in a skit. Heheheh. Also got to know 4 more cousins my age and ppl like vanessa, vernon and valarie. Hehehehe.
26 dec: christmas (late) party at shaalins!:) with mira shaalin shirmine pline shiv. (oh i rmb how tall shaantaa shot up! 168cm all of a sudden)
31 dec: celebrate ahmas and ergus party at my hse. Hehehhehe.
Countdown at the bottom of the hill to see fireworks with jiayang jocelyn janell ryan. Hehehheh. Took lots of pictures ;)
1 -2 jan: worked at a bra and panty shop. Basically sorted stuff out. Hahaha (100 bucks)
9jan: collected my results. Rly happy with it. :)) hahaha. Now i can go itly business yay. Hehehhehe ;)
10-11 jan: working at
Chinatown sq with angela and sq. hehehe (75 bucks) also went to pj qnd cj wit charis. Hehehe.

Kk i lit just summarises my whole hols. Lollllll. Hehehehh.

Anw i got some anger issues. Shall blog later on my nyr. Hehhehe.

(Today i cried cause i was cheated... I rly believed lf n ed abt their stupid fake story). Im so gullible. Dumb. Anyway these people are not worth my tears ...

2011-09-17T22:30:00.002+08:00
16-09-11 (The Wanted's arrival)- Btw the airport was srsly filled with noisy screaming girls

So basically we went to T3 when it was T1! Actly we were hanging arnd T1, but we didnt see any fans arnd, so we assumed that they wld be a T3. True enough when we arrived, we saw this (kinda of) massive crowd. We then decided that we wld let the other fans stand in front while shiv and gang wld stay behind and try to grab their attention. Hahaha. (then blah blah .. .. got to know mai and maria more .. :)) Anw poop nic and pearline decided to go to T1 to check it out. (we didnt know what to do and decided to just stay at T3). And then suddenly the crazy fangirls starting screaming and starting running towards the skytrain (heading to T1). We lit rannnnnnn all the way HAHA (i even commented while running that that was defo worse than 2.4km HAHAH'.

Anw when the skytrain arrived at T1, nic,pearline,shivandrach RAN ALL THE WAY DOWN THE ESCALATOR.HAHAHA. Anw i screamed rly loudly when i saw them (APPAENTLY THEY WERE WAITING FOR US!! LOLZZZZ) I ran passed Siva,Tom,Nath and Max forrrr TOOOOOMMMM HAHAHAHHA. Anw i hugged him from the front and told him i wld nvr let him go!! Then h gave this awesome squeeze too and started smelling my hair! HAHA. Anw then shiv came and then we continue hugging Tom (HAHA the other girls were waiting behind. SHIV AND I WERE LIKE DA BOSSSS) Soon after we felt qte bad and allowed the girls to go take a pic with Tom hehe. I immediately walked over to Siva (because i love him so much toooo). And i went rly rly close to him and said 'Do you remember me Siva?' , with a big grin on my face. HEHE. Then he held both my shoulders and was like 'Do YOU remember me?' (LOL SIVA WAS FREAKING HOT HERE HAHAHA). Then I covered my mouth and giggled 'Heh? OF COURSE I DO. BUT DO YOU RMB ME ?? ^^. Anw he asked me that questions like 3 times with his super aweosome smile and shining white teeth. Hehe and then i had no idea what to do and so i hugged me reallll tight xxxxxx.Sighhh~~ hehe <33

A random fangirl then kept on pulling Siva away to send smtg and then Siva looked at me and said 'Arhhh!! There is only one of me. I wish i could split myself! ' HAHAH. When I saw more and more fangirls crowding arnd, i decided to go back to Tom. So since Tom had fans asking him to sign cards and take picture simultaneously, i decided to hug him from the back. HAHAHA. Anw then i went to Max for a while and I was like 'Do you remember me? :D' And then he was like 'Sure i do! of course~.' So to reassure he rly does i asked him 'Ya :) So where did you meet me?' And then he was like 'AT the xxxxxx place right?' HAHA and i wa like 'No... POOL PARTY! And u also said you wanted to swim with a great white shark in my pool!' Then max was like 'Oh right! x2 HAHA.' Then we hugged and then i went back to Tom. (Jay and Nath had rly tooo many fans.) Sooooo I WENT BACK TO TOM, WHERE SHIV AND I NVR LEFT HIM ALONE~

Jay (when he saw Max carrying loads of presents): oh bless you mate! HAHA

So when i was next to him, i put one arm arnd him and i told him i like walking with him like that LOLLLL. HEHEHE. then we were stopped by somemore fans to sign stuff like that (we still nvr let go of TOMMMMMM) Anw when the fan were (mostly in front) Tom was like ' Hey wait! Where are the boys? HAHAH' So were strolled out of the airport and he was like 'SG'S REAL HOT.' Then i replied 'Thats cause you are wearing a super thick jacket!' And then he was like ' I need to smoke now '
R 'NOOOOO... HAHAHHA. THAT'S BAD FOR YOUR HEALTH'
T 'HAHA. BUT I WANT A BREAK NOW! *GIGGLES*'
So he took out his last cigarette from the packet when i accidentaly broke it into half?! LOL
T 'OMG. KEV LOOKED AT IT. THATS MY LAST. (so glad he wasnt infuriated. HAHA.Anw Kev gave him another one. ) So cos Tom wanna find a lighter, Tom passed shiv all the letters and presents to hold (which is at her hse~)

And then he commented that it was v hot (again) while we were walking. So i zipped down his jacket rly quickly (Tom looked at me and was like 'WOW 2 SECONDS! :D'HAHA.) Anw then after he took it out, he passed to me ( and i decided to wear it~~ { so i have worn siva's and tom's jacket} ) HEHE. IT WAS RLY RLY SOFT AND COMFORTABLE (BUT I ALSO FELT LIKE I COULD WEAR IT WHEN GG TO REALLY COOOL COUNTRIES ) HEHEHE. Anw i passed it to Kev where they went missing for a puff~ Ohwells...

So we had to part and we saw him today again too!

17/09/2011

REACHED AT 7

had concert
.front row again :)
.when tom came to my side, he held my hand and stared into my eyes and sannnnngggg omggggg)
. Jay came down to give a hug. and he arms were behind my back. i grabbed him and kissed him on his neck HAHA
. nath just grabbed my hand but just looked
. max just smiled
. siva just looked over at me but didnt do anything
. somebody threw her own bra and max took it back and threw it to the crowd
. 40 mis of funnn

shv - all rmb her
- jay kissed her :)
- max : i love u

at the bus : i cldnt see anything. saw manager walked in first
then i started banging the windows of the bus
then siva came and gave about 7 kissed and smiled rly rly widely (im so not lying)
then bus went forward
all the girls banging on the bus. i was behind waving and trying to get jays attention
he pointed to me 2 times and gave me a heart shape before the bus drove of :/

At the bugis autograph session
.i screamed into the mike ' THANK YOU TOM FOR THE POOL PARTY!!'
. and then radio deejay was like to shiv ' u were the winner?'
anw then Shiv went first
then i walked behind her.
SIVA GRABBED MY HAND AND THEN STARED AT ME AND SAID ' I REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH. ' and then our eyes didnt leave ( i even walked passed jay) until to max. he was like 'THANK YOU' cos we gave a shoutout to him (max appreciation week'
. WHEN TOM SAW ME HE POINTED TO ME AND WAS LIKE ' YOU YOU ITS YOU. THEN WE HELD HANDS FOR A WHILE. )
. nath cldnt look at me cos i was pushed out of the queue

anw to sum up i love the wanted

2011-03-16T00:41:00.002+08:00
Some videos and pictures

The Eight videos from RAZORTV
#1 Singapore girls give the best hugs!
http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/entertainment/59962.html

#2 Singapore girls are shiok
http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/entertainment/59960.html

#3 Craziest Wanted Fan
http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/entertainment/59956.html

#4 Gifts for The Wanted
http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/entertainment/60040.html

#5 What The Wanted wants
http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/entertainment/60038.html

#6 Wet and Wanted
http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/entertainment/59954.html

#7 Lose my mind by The Wanted
http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/entertainment/59952.html

#8 The Wanted do Iris
http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/entertainment/59950.html

Radio 913

The Wanted home gallery
http://www.radio913.com/gallery-details/event_id/815

- 3 videos from this website :)
http://www.radio913.com/video-details/event_id/816

The Wanted arriving in Singapore
-http://www.youtube.com/user/dianagnes#p/u/4/EG_YVU8fkjI

The Wanted fight for this love at Movida
http://www.youtube.com/user/dianagnes#p/u/1/qc8FQ6PAImA

2011-03-01T21:28:00.012+08:00
cause some days stay gold forever

The History of The Wanted and I

I never really liked The Wanted in the beginning cause :

1. i thought they were not really that good looking,..
2. i didnt really like heart vacancy...
3. and because Shivani is soooooo 'obsessed' with them, i rly had a superrrrrrrrrrr high expectation of them

HAHA. but as time passed, Shivani managed to make me like them 1 % more each day..

1 February 2011 (tuesday)

-afternoon
Shivani won Meet and Greet pass not through the competition itself but through a call to radio 98.7. Shivvie tried to win the competition the whole day, but to no avail and gave up hope. Then Shan went to talk about ' Who ever had their parents did something really nice for them.. ' Shivani feeling really random, decided to call them.

Shivani: Oh my parents bought me a mobile phone after PSLE ... ( smtg like that )
Shan: Oh that's really nice
Shivani: Anw,.. I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET THE WANTED MNG PASS THE WHOLE DAY... can i have it?
Shan: Well today is your lucky day girl.. i will give you one ;-)

-night
Then that night i was like ' omg Shivani. i think i like them more now. i want to get the tickets now. Shivani was like ' oh I am helping Pearline too.OK call Pearline. I will help you for tonights competition... '

So Shivani helped Pearline and I... AND I WON THAT NIGHT'S MNG TICKET. just like that. it was so easy. HAHA.

Shan smsed me ' shan here, congrats, we have chosen you as a winner too! Your name will be read out as Friday's winner FYI .'

And i was like ... OMG SHIVANI. I THINK I WON!

4 February 2011 (Friday)

I was announced the winner. but Pearline and Megan 1 wasn't. I thought Pearline was ignoring me that day and i really felt so sad.

That night, i prayed to God and then i decided to give Pearline the ticket. cos FRIENDS are MORE IMPORTANT THAN THE WANTED. but i almost died when i told her that. I had to consult my sister and tell her how much i wanted the ticket,... but I rather make someone happy than for me to be happy.

Anw IN THE END PEARLINE, MEGAN 1 AND 2, NICOLETTE AND SARAH HINES ALL WON ;-)) hehe

After 4 February 2011

Shivani and Pearline then proceeded to join radio 913 house competition. ( i didn't bother cause i had super high hopes that shivani would win ;-) ) Anyway Shivani made us write on Cheryl Miles & Daniel Ong, spamming on their walls why shivvie must win.. hehe ;-) then soon they started shortlisting people. shivani got chosen. it was meant to be a lucky draw,.. BUT CHERYL MILES FIGHTED FOR SHIVANI TO WIN. AWWW.

We went to Science centre for some excursion. That's when The Wanted came over (around 4 pm and we couldn't pick them up... :-(( I TELL YOU SHIVANI AND I WERE DEVASTATED . ) They 10 girls that went kept on saying like ' OH MY TOM KISSED ME. and some girls were really really evil! they told megan 2 the wrong terminal and so she missed the boys at the airport! ' anw we left science centre kind of early, we rly could be bothered to walk around. i mean.. WE WERE JUST THINKING ABOUT THE WANTED! HAHA.

That night, The Wanted went to wave house at Sentosa. WE WERE SO OMG! NOT FAIR. (jealous!) HAHAH. That night, shivvie and i literally had a hard time sleeping.
Then i decided to listen to their song to comfort myself. In the end, I was so tired, that i fell asleep in my uniform!

18 FEBRUARY 2011 (the day i will never forget)

-shiv and i were superrrrrrrrr excited esp during class. but we were not overly excited that we were gg to jump down the building. we just screamed randomly during classes. HAHA. like eg during maths,
Rach: eh shiv. THE WANTED IS COMING OVER TO MY HOUSE. OMGGGGG. ARHHHH
Shiv: OMGGGG. YAAAAAAAAAA. ARHHHHHHHH.
-ended sch @ 1.45pm
- wrote a 2 page essay long to Tom Parker ;-) hehe (WILL NEVER FORGET WHEN I TOLD HIM, HE KISSED ME ;-*** hehe )
- wrote the rest half a lecture pad long only HAHA IM BIASED. BUT I STILL LOVE THEM!! ;-))
- then the radio 913 came over @ around 4 pm!
- i didn't even have time to wash my hair! so i literally just change into shorts and tshirt!
- after a while, i realised i didn't want the wanted to see me in shorts and tshirt. SO I CHANGE INTO A BLUE DRESS WITH BLACK STOCKINGS ;-))
- WHILE SHIVANI WAS BEING INTERVIEWED AND STUFF LIKE THAT, I WAS RUNNING AROUND LIKE AN IDIOT TO HELP EVERYBODY GET STUFF. LIKE RADIO, PENS, DRINKS, SHIVANI PARENTAL CONSENT FORM (if not the couldn't.. COME OVER) ... .... ....

- then... finally when i relaxed and calm down, i think it was about 5pm++ ?
-We played a game called more or less AND I WON. HAHHA lol
-who cares! that is not the point. hehe.
-blah blah
-SHIVANI IS ALLOWED TO BRING 2 FRIENDS TO OPEN THE DOOR
-oooh getting to the climaxxxx (she brought rachiee and megan ;-))

I was like superrrrr scared. I think i ask shivvie more than 10 times if my hair was okay! Then the newpaper lady was like you look perfectly fine , don't freak out! hehe. Then i got so scared when the radio 913 lady said that THEY ARE IN THE CAR PARK AND ARE GOING TO COME UP SOOOON. i was like OMGG.!!!! i literally cried. I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT LA! HAHA then shiv (who was controlling her tears too) cried too !! hahah

THE WANTED ARRIVED EARLY! SAW THEIR BUS FROM THE TOP AND WE WENT CRAZY! TOTALLY LOST OUR MINDS! you shld see pictures of our screwed up face when we saw their bus!

Then THEY TOLD SHIVANI TO GET READY TO OPEN THE DOOR. OMG... i was so scared that i couldnt walk. megan 1 pulled shiv and shiv pulled rach. Then ... I FREAKING SAW THEM AT MY DOOR! I SCREAMEDDD (though shiv told us not to). Then Tom and Siva touched my door handle (THEY WERE KNOCKING ON THE DOOR AND SMILING WIDELY) (;-)) and then all of them entered and said ' HI WE ARE THE WANTED. ' omg- faintssssss.

He walked in and kissed Megan 1 , then shiv and lastly me. IF YOU SEE THE VID, YOU CAN SEE MY FACE TURNING RED AND I LOOKED SO HORRIBLE! HAHA. anw then came in Max, Jay, Siva and Nathan. (awwww)
-I hugged Tom and Max really quickly
-while waiting for Siva to walk in, I held Jay's hand for super long and leaned on his shoulder . he just looked at me and smile.. siggh~~
-then when Siva came in, HE LOOKED OVER WITH HIS CHARMING SMILE ,.. ALL READY TO GIVE ME A HUG.. i looked at him and said (with my hands covering my mouth) ' oh my gosh siva you are real! ' i think i told him that like 3 times over and over again. then he said ' (giggles) ya i am! ' anw siva is friggin hot and charming (AND SUPER TALL - I AM ONLY AT HIS EAR. i want to marry a angmoh at 6'2 too
- then i went to hug nathan v shortly cause shivani was in front of me. HAHA ohwells.
- then i went to hug SIVA AGAIN. HAHAHA. I WRAPPED MY HAND AROUND HIS SHOULDERS AND SAID ' Siva , Siva, Siva,... ' when we walked across the living room. HAHHA. Then I looked over at Lisa and asked her to take a picture. But she was sooooo slowww -.- Then the manager outside kept on calling us cause they were going live on radio, so Siva looked me in the eye and said ' its okay. we got lots of time for pictures later ;-)'

Shiv led them to the garden. hehe. then all of them took their places excpet me. so i was walking behind Siva. when they boys took their seat, there was no more space for me to seat ( the chairs opposite them was packed ) so i just emo-ed at one corner. We did a lot of q and a. Then i think it was Max who asked ' so what are singapore girls avg height '. Then a lot of ppl answered and then i think it was tiff who said ( and pointed to me ) ' but she is really tall! ' that is when i took the opportunity (muhahah) and went to the front!

So basically we did a couple of stuff which I will put up the video later.. Like getting Nathan to say ' Sexytime ' HAHAH and Siva to say ' stunned '.

Then the lads had a toilet break (shivani was so tempted to bring them to my toilet. HAHA. They were so friggin cute. They actually queue-ed up!! LOL.
Anw so Jay and I was were sitting around the dining table chit-chatting. That's where I told him the introduction of our house lizards. How it ranges from small to big, green to black,.. And he was so interested (first time a guy listenend to me HAHA). Then he was telling me all about his lizard and the types of lizards he saw LOL. so friggin cute..
Then I got up and went to stand near the staircase area (leaning on the railings talking to my beautiful Shivani). Suddenly, somebody covered my eyes. I was like ' oh my! ( i was shocked!! ) who is that? (to shivani) ' Then all i could see was shivani smiling.. Then i was like 'Tom arh??' (whispering to her) Then Shivani whispered like ' no la. Nathan! ' HAHA. Then i turned around and he gave me a big cheeky smile. hehe:DD. And my next instinct was TO TOUCH HIS STOMACH (thats bcos all the ppl at the airport was saying how fit nathan was and all abt his abs. So i rly wanted to touch his stomach! HAHAHAHA.
R: I WAS LIKE NATHAN, YOU HAVE A TUMMY!
N: Whats that? (with the super cool accent)
R: TUMMYYYY!!!
N: hmm??
R: AI YA.. YOU ARE VERY FAT! YOU HAVE A BIG STOMACH.
N: Oh HAHA. Right.. :D YUP, I HAVE NO CHANCE TO WORK OUT LATELY. hahahahaa
That is where i proceeded to touch Siva's and Jay's. They were just hanging around. Anw theirs are srsly friggin solidddddddddddddd. HAHA.

Then we went back to around the pool area cos Shivani and they guys had more interview. ( I srsly should have taken this chance to go and check out their shoes!!!! HAHAHA )I mean i rly had nth to do (other than staring at them from a far corner ;-))

Still rmb-ed that kuku manager wldnt even let me have an autograph by them. She was like later, later, later.. ( in the end i didnt even get it -.-) Anyway when it came to giving the presents to them, i was soooo friggin shy!! HAHAH. Anw this was where Tom (<33333333333333333333333) gave me a hard, longggggggg and affectionate kisssssssssssssssssss. AHAHHAHAHA. Dont know what happened after that. I was in heaven~~~.

Proceeded to have some light refreshment from coffee bean. I was eating with Siva and Shiva. We were chatting like we knew each other for like years~~. (This is when we took Siva eating the pandan cake)
Jan: I am only gg to use 1 shot of you eating this pandan cake. So you cant ruin this! Just rmb to stuff the whole pandan cake inside your mouth
Siva then proceeds to open his mouth HAHA. YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN HIS FACE and CHEEKBONES <33!
Siva: Whats this? (irish accent)
Shiva: Pandan (singaporean accent)
Then she walks away cos she is too popular and she wants to talk to other ppl.
Siva: (when shivani is walking away) Hey Shivani! whats this again?
Shiva: Pandan! * giggles
HAHAHAA. SO CUTEE!!

Then the (kuku) manager was like ok guys. They need to go now! Blah blah. I was giving my last hugs and goodbyes. The night took on a playful twist when Tom darling suddenly pushed Kanes into the POOOOL!! Then he got out and was like ' PARKERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!! WHERE ARE YOUR PARKER!! ' HAHA> I saw Tom running around my garden LOL. Then i think it was Megan 1 and Nicolette who pushed Tom forward. Then Siva grabbed Tom and pulled him into the pool. Jay then somersault into the pool, with Max jumping in next. I was like " SHIVANI WHAT THE HECK ARE THEY DOING IN MY POOOOOL?? "
' NATHAN hid under the table, even his manager had to get him out and eventually got thrown in by SIVA! haha he passed me his room key :P SILLY SILLY BOY! ' --> By nic :D
Then Siva was like ' Come in Shivani :DDDD walking forward, signalling to her :P)
Then Tom (looking at both shivani and i) was like ' Come in girls, come in :D)
I dont know what I was thinking but I just grabbed Shivani's hand and pulled her in. Hehe. I still rmb i was like ' Shivani it is soooooo cooool1ddd!! ' Then I put one arm on Siva and I was like lets get everybody to take a picture :D. (Shiva was near Siva's other side). Then I was like 'TOM TOM TOM TOM . COME HERE AND TAKE A PICTURE. Then he swam over to my other arm and Max naturally swim overr. (Jay was already on Shivani's other side.) Then when erjie was taking a grp picture of us with the poloriod camera, I kissed Tom. HAHAH. awww <33 (for around 3 seconds) hehe. He gave such a cute smile ;)Then after we took a picture, Nathan jumped behind me!!! Too bad he was too late. His hand was going around Siva and I!!!!

- Megan 2 got carried out of the pool by Jay
- Nic got thrown in by Nathan
- Megan 1 got chased around the pool by Max
- Shivani was lifted on Max's shoulder
- I kissed Tom HAHA(i was in heaven).hehe :)

'I GOT THROWN IN BY NATHAN ! evil evil boy! sigh. oh nathan! oh, i got his wrist band too:) hehe! yay' --> by Nic hehe ;P

When we all came out from the pool(they used my towel~~~ of course i washed it..), I grabbed Siva and told him I wanted to get the whole band to take a picture with Shivani too. Picture 1 : Rachel using Siva's towel to wipe my spectacles. His hand on me (smiling widely :D) hehe. Shivani in front of us.
Then I managed to call Jay in. Picture 2 : So Siva on my left and Jay on my right. They were smiling except me ( cos i was calling the rest of the boys to get in - I LOOKED SO HORRIBLE :( HAHA )

Then in the end, the manager asked EVERYBODY TO GET IN THE PICTURE. so i had no pictures with them alone! HAHA. ohwellss :DD

1st group picture : Formal/ Nath kissing Nic!!! HAHA
2nd group picture : Funnnnnyyy shot
Kay i didnt know what to do. So i smiled normally . hehe.

Our final goodbyes:
This is where Siva went ' Tall Rachel x10000000000 ' hehe. Then i told him i wrote him a long letttterrrrrrrr and asked him to promise me he would reply (and the band too) But only he replied. BUT THATS GOOD ENOUGH!! hehe

Sivathewanted @racheltanTW tall rachel you were absolutely crazy at the house ..seriously though nice to meet you all lol. had a blast and you were so nice:)

Things I seriously missed from that day
# 1 Their loving kisses ( i dont care how many girls they have previously kissed ) HAHA
# 2 TOM RANDOMLY WALKING AROUND MY HOUSE SINGING hehe~~
# 3 SIVA AND NATHAN SMELL.(sighh~~) hehe
# 4 Them walking around my house topless (with their hot and sexy body.. whooolala)
# 5 Their lovely accent.. :P
# 6 Siva calling me tall rachel tall rachel tall rachel (moving his lead from left to right) hehe
# 7 Max and Jay saying how much they srsly love my house
Max: Your house is beautiful! Your pool is also bigger than mine! (smtg like that. he said a lot of things)
# 8 Nathan covering my eyes! hehe xx

Cool Facts:
- I ate on 18.2.11 morning and i didnt eat till 19.02.11 (around 8-9 pm)
which means I SKIPPED AROUND 5 MEALS. I WAS TOO EXCITED. HEHE.
- The boys stayed for 2.5 hours instead of 1. HAHAH
- When I saw Ashvani ( Siva's cousin ) [ 5 March ]she was saying about how Siva was talking about us when he went to her house. hehe. Siva mimick us and told her how much fun he just had!! sigh.. siva so sweet. ;-)

After they left when Pearline was entering the toilet to pee, she was like ' eh Rachel YOUR TOILET HAS SIVA SMELLLLLL!!!! ' I RAN OVERRRRRRRRRRRRR. AND I WAS LIKE SMELLING THE TOILETTTT LIKE MAD!! HAHAH

19.02.2011 Concert at Movida
We reached superrrrrrrr early. So we had the front row seats. Anyway the concert was a blast! Singapore girls were like screaming non-stop!! hehe. They were so awesome in welcoming The Wantedddd :P Anyway during the concert, all Shivani and I were poking their knees like mad. I mean they could not like just sing to us alone.. So we were just amusing ourselves. Hehe. Sometimes, they look over and just give a cheeky smile.. <33 They held my hands and sang toooo. hehe xx. OH YA AND SIVA (ON STAGE) WAS LIKE ' HI SHIVANI, HI RACHEL :P)) heeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeee

Shan : So what have you guys done for the past few days..
Tom: we went wave-boarding, and we went to her house (points to Shivani) :P It was awesome ,.. ..
Siva: (Points to shivani) Oh thats Shivani
HAHA. They love Shivvie and my house ^^ HAHA

So after the concert, we were the first again to go for the Meet and Greet session ~~ hehe. I squeezed in between Tom and Max because they literally opened up for me. awwww.. HAHAH. Wanted to give them my letters and pandan cake, but they didnt give us chance,... ohwells..

Then we went for the autograph session. :D They kept on smiling.. :PP Wanted to get hugs from them but they were pushing us :@. :( So i consolled myself we could do it at the airport! hehe.

Then Shivani's mother took us to the airport~~~~~~~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yTYmIfWTlqA&feature=related --> hhe. one of their songs at Movida:)

Airport
I was so scared that they entered the gate or something cos i saw the signboard saying the flight to KL was meant to be leaving in around 5 mins!! Then when Shivani was going to call someone, I spotted (TALL) Siva from far. This is where ALL OF US RAN OVERR TO THE ENTRANCE!! :DD

Just then the manager grabbed Siva away, when he srsly desperately wanted to write something for Shivani on her official book. Wtheck. It is like only going to take 1 min. So the the manager was grabbing Siva's hand and walking while the other hand he was holding the marker and trying to write. -.- Then (!!) she took his marker and literally threw it at Shivani's book... Siva even apologised to Shivani.

Then I decided to go out to the entrance again. I didnt want to see her face. I went to take pictures with Jay and Nathan with other ppls camera. WHICH I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE IT ISSS!!! :0 HAHA. OHWELLSS...

Anw when I went to Tom (he was smoking!!!!! erjie and pearline didnt like that. so they just walked away. But somehow i couldnt be bothered. hm..)
Rachel: Hey Tom ;) Have you read my letter to you yet?
Tom: Oh. I haven't got the chance yesterday. Oh but it is in my backpack :) (awwww HAHA.) I'll go back and read it :D
Awwwwww. Tom such a sweet little pie. :P
Then I passed him another letter LOL and I took a picture with him.
First I helped Shivani's mum to take, then Jan.
Then it was a grp shot of Shivani, Tom and Rachel kissing Tom (again) HAHAHA ~~~

Then we slowly proceeded into the airport cos they needed to check their suitcase. Then while walking (took more pictures again hehe~~)

When they were queueing up to go and check in their suitcase. This is where erjie took a picture of Siva and I from far. We looked like a couple (HAHAA) and there were a lot of paparazzi following us! Hehe ^^

I got all of them to kissed me and take a picture (except Siva - caused there were too many people crowding around him!!) Hehe~ The one with Max was soooo sweeet. They way he kissed me in the picture (with his eyes closed) HAHA. ;)

I got them to wrote on the t-shirt which i bought from TWFanmily !!
Max - casually signed
Jay - signed the t-shirt and drew himself. hehe so friggin cuteeee ^-^
Siva - signed it with a heart shape <3
Nathan - looked at the t-shirt and was like ' YEAH. THAT'S THE POWER OF TWFANMILY! HAH' hehe. Thats where after he signed and I gave him a kissed for a last goodbye. His chin is pretty beardy!!
Rachel: Tom, cld you pls help me sign this t-shirt
Tom: ' Sure thing ' :D
#1 grabs the t-shirt
#2 wrote love you lots
#3 look up at me
#4 then wrote gorgeous (ARHHH~~)
HAHAHAH. I looked at him and giggled.
(Oh then was Pearline was following me. So when she asked Tom to write something on his shirt, it went like this ' Love you TOO ' HAHAHAHAHH.)

Then I did what all along I wanted to do. I hug Tom for super long and I told him I'm going to miss him. Seriously for very long. But people still approached him, so he was kind of distracted.. Then erjie came up to him and said he wanted to take a picture of Tom. Then I was like 'wait. Take a picture of both of us.' Then er jie was like ' actly I just wanted to take a picture of him alonee. ' So i was like oh,.. okay. I looked down (still haven't let go of Tom~~) then he moved his head to the right. So it was pretty in an awkward position. Then we took one finally last picture together~

When they entered the gates, I couldnt stop saying byebye. I didn't cry cause everything happened so fast... Like they were here in Singapore, IN MY HOUSE, concert, autograph session, meet and greet, AND SUDDENLY THEY ARE LEAVING?!?!? :(
Anw before they checked in, Siva looked and me, smiled then waved goodbye. And when all of them were done checking their passport (caused I was waving like mad! HAHA), Max, Tom and Jay raised up their hand super high too and waved at me too. awww HAHA.

Then they were gone. Just like that..

THEN WHEN I SMELT MY HAND, ONE SIDE SMELLED LIKE SIVA AND THE OTHER SMELLED LIKE NATHAN. (this is what happens when you hug them too much!! HAHA)I couldnt stop smelling my hand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA

After 19.02.11
- I have obviously not over with them over at my house
- I get random gushes of Siva and Nathan smell~~
- It has been officially going to be a month since they came. But I cant stop thinking about them.. ..
- All I did in the last month was
- see their videos over and over again
- TWEET THEM LIKE MADDD. but they dont reply..
- I have not been concentrating on my work...

- Megan 1 , Megan 2 , Nicolette , Pearline , Shivani ( Ashvani, Ashvani's friend ) have met up like twice!! :) ( We still miss our mama who is in Oz- SARAH HINES~~ )
#1 - Relive the memories
#2 - Cos we miss each other :)
(we blast the music with my super cool sound system in the living room
and we dance like it is nobody businesssss ^^)
#3 - (19.02.11)gg to meet again!! We goanna make some gold forever thingy :P

I am going to try to forget everything now.. I need to get back to earth. Arggg.. Why did The Wanted have to be soooo AWESOME AND FRIENDLY.. I LOVE YOU :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uMqIJjOqoac&feature=related

i took exactly ( almost ) a month to write this!!

2010-10-24T16:21:00.003+08:00
ANW I GOT A NEW NOTEBOOK. IT IS SOOOOOOOO NICE :-)

friday
. went to sch to go through my papers
. went to singapore poly for some Global citizen challenge
[ it was sooo boring. HAHA. sry ]
. went to watch letters to God.
[ it is the nicest show ever. saw everyone crying like mad... ]
. waye waye jie jie picked us up
went to her house for overnight stays with cousins :-)
saturday
. went to boon keng market
since i was sick couldnt eat much
. bought my note book there :-)
. went to jiazhen korkor house for housewarming
. went to back to waye waye jiejie's house.
. had funnnnnnnnn :-)

anw, ryan dropped his tooth. soooooo cuteeeeeeeee. :-) HAHAHA.
i told him to now smile without showing his teeth.
hahahahahhaha

2010-10-24T16:11:00.002+08:00
got back my results ^^
i passed all my paper. yay ~~
thought i would do well for physics and lousy for biology
but it turned out the other way
weird...
anw, did well for accounts.
this is bad.
ms lim set an easy paper. but it encourages me not to quit accounts.
[for paper 1, kar poh got full marks -.-
for paper 2, novelia almost 59/60 (?!?!?!?!]
they are weird smart freak.
HAHA.

anw, today went for some nike 10km run.
it was so terrible. :-(
i took 1 hour and 47 minutes to complete it. HAHAHA.
anw that's my first 10 km run. :-)
er jie took exactly 1 hour faster than me. her pb.
ty jl for running with me.
i rly felt bad.
but i was so tired so there i was nth i cld do.
felt like puking halfway....
so i slowed downnnnnnnnnn...
anw, this run was all for a gd cause (Y) ;)
then went to west coast macs to eat at macs.
breakfast deluxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
wah.. it was superrrrrrrrrr gooooooooooooooooooood. HAHA.
then when i reach church and after i bath, it was time for lunch.
then went to eat again. HAHA.
anw now at charis hse :-)

2010-10-21T18:46:00.000+08:00
im v happy today
i passed geography :-)

2010-10-21T12:55:00.002+08:00
so pretty
i think she is v pretty in this picture
someday i'll go visit this bridge

2010-10-20T15:15:00.002+08:00
today woked up @ 8.30
use facebook and read fml on jiejie's iphone till 11.30!
then went to sleep till 1. sian.. HAHA. got nth better to do.
went to watch tv.
and now im back on facebook.
srsly nth better to do.

later gg out with shirmine, pearline and shivvie shivvie shorrie.
gg to watch eat , pray , love.
so funny ytd when i went to shivvie house she was talking abt that movie.

shivvie: i want to watch EATPRAYLOVE.
BUT SHE SAID IT SO QUICKLY, THAT I REPLIED
rachel: huh what hindi movie is that?!?! HAHAH

going to packed my room for the 10000000000000 time again.
hahah. i like it clean and neat ^^

ryan is super cute. i rmb on saturday we went to cotton on kids.
he started modelling
he is soooooooooooo cuteeee ^^
would upload the picture another time hehe ^^

2010-10-19T21:05:00.002+08:00
hi mira.
i realise that we actly dont know a lot abt you
thats quite sad :-(
you should come to school with your true personality
come to school and start
dancing and rapping

HAHAHAHHAHAHAH. that sounds so funny. shivie and i are imagining that now
anw i love you a lot ;-*** HAHA

hi shaalin.
the first thing that comes to my mind when i think of you is
speed , strength ( HAMMER HANDS ) and discipline.
i rly admire how you can sit down and ignore all distractions and do all your work.
sigh.. why cant i be like that (?!?!) :-(
HSHSH

hi shirmine.
you are a v interesting and fun person to be with ^^
you are v artistic in a special way, detailed and neattttttttttttttttttttt
hehe.

hi pearline.
you are SOOOOOOOOOO FRIGGIN CUTE AND HAPPY SMILEY PERSON. HAHA!! :-)
every time im with you, you nvr fail to make me smile :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
HAHA. you are always so willing to help and just such a joyful person :-)

hi shivvie shivvie shorieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
you are always so willing to share and ty for helping me get a glass of water. HAHA
hope you wont be so upset and CHEER UP la. :-)
hehe. you are a person that cannot stop talking. HAHAHA. chit chat chit chat.
i wonder why....HAHAHAHAH

2010-10-19T12:55:00.002+08:00
yay ^^ exams are over. h33h33

now at shivvie shivvie house
sigh. srsly wasting my time here
hehe

just realised since i alr screwed up my life
i shld help someone else not screw theirs up
like helping ryan or whatever

hm...

2010-09-15T16:08:00.002+08:00

im may not be the prettiest person
or have the prettiest smile
but i am v v happy

2010-09-12T00:02:00.001+08:00

sigh...
anw, today brought Ryan out to vivo
(he can really spend money!! HAHA^^)
then went to fushion
went to dover
came home and use computer till now!!
HAHA
didnt study today. but i'll feel v happy though

2010-09-11T23:53:00.003+08:00
HAHA. hi shivani. this post is dedicated to you.
i've decided that the we need to re-live our crazy
unglamorous
horrible-looking days.

cos thats when we had lots of fun
i starting to miss it
we are getting more un-childish
and the fun is getting lesser
:'(

2010-09-09T21:04:00.002+08:00
there are officially 2 people who read my blog
but im totally cool with that
charis & shivani
one day, you two, should totally hang out together
hehehe^^
you too are really friends that everyone should cherish
my life, everything i do, revolves around both of you
of course this is only in the friends sector
to dajie,erjie,.. i also love you v v v much
but that is so obvious~~
heheheh^^

anw, hols are ending
and basically all i ever did was to hang out with both of you

went to watch friedriceparadise @ esplanade on saturday

went to ahma house with familyoftans on sunday

prefect training on monday

went to study with charis on tuesday
(though i didnt. HAHA. :-))
cause when i settled down at ur hse at 8++
my mama came. hahah

went to watch camp rock on wednesday
[i think i have grown out of watching those kind of shows
or maybe they are just not part of my life
did i tell you no more starhub for me now
now its some mio
nth is ever good on mio
i miss my geographical channels, my chinese hbo, my nickelodeon, cartoon network(my childhood shows),....
sgh.. ]

thursday (today)
did nth
slack around
watch televsion
facebook....(stupid! arh:@)
then mama came at 4.30pm
went to tiong bahru
went to eat at macs
went stationery shopping. it felt good
now i want a new pencil case
im not materilistic
i just want a new one
hahahhahah
now im out at my mums office with ryan(!!crean:-))
i think im going to start my homework
look at the time
its alr the end of the day
shucks

my hols is ending

tomorrow i have tuition
then im going..hm...
i dont know
tmr is still going to be a sucky day

somethings you dont know about me
#1 i actly dont mind studying
atcly, i kinda of love it
its cool to know more stuff
but i dont like the test part
#2 i only can study at night
but i exhaust myself so much at night that i just sleep through the night at 1 or 2 am
(cause of facebook la. sigh. haha. my life is such a joke)
hahha
#3 i dont want to go to jc
its too stressful for me
#4 im a v v v busy person
i cant handle stress
i scream
i vent my anger on you

sigh.. why cant there be 30 hours in a day
or just enough time for me to sit down and relax
and when i relax, then i say
' shucks. i didnt study enough '
sigh.....

#5 i have not done qt in a v v v long time
of course im proud of that
i think im just so used to structure
then i need aproper sructure for qt
#6 i have the suckiest time management
hence i do not have enough time for everyone

shucks. while writing this
i feel so crappy
i have not been studying
i dont want o levels
i dont want to feel like i just wasted 15 years of my life
help my life to be meaningful
help me to bring more people to know you
how is my studies going to bring more people to know you
please tell me
i just want to know
i think im going to cry
help..
i need help..
but everyone around me needs help too..
how do i look like im strong to others
so i can help them
and be their strength and pillar
but deep down im crying to Him

Fun Day

2010-09-07T20:31:00.001+08:00
Hello hello hello, what did I do today...
Facebook at home
Go to grandma house (sleep)
Travel to Fusion to study with Charis :-)
Have dinner @ her place
Study there
Yay I'm having so much fun now, and I didn't do much homework today yippee!!! Going to Shivani's house to watch Camp Rock 2 tmr!! Yeah so excited heheheheheh ok bye everyone ^^

2010-09-07T10:44:00.002+08:00
i was thinking why i like to think
i think im a very reflective person

sunday
didnt go church
woke up at 10
erjie woke up at 2!!
went to ahma house for family gathering
happy birthday to you all. heheh ^^

monday
had prefect training
it rained while it was sunny
got headache
ouch
skipped tuition
hehe.

wait i just realised that ytd prefect training ended so abrubtly
so how wld we know if we answered the question correctly?!?!?
hm..

anw, love you ahma

was suppose to go do chinese project
but ever since i woke up at 8,
i was,..... FACEBOOK la.
if i dont go there for a day,
i feel like i have missed out a lot
sigh..

2010-09-07T09:59:00.006+08:00

yo shivvy shivvy

you make me smile

PREFECTS TRAINING 2010- GROUP 4

ryan is so Cream!!! heheh^^

hey papa,dajie,erjie,ryan,.. what would i do without you all

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yo!

hey shivani. just want to let you know, i love you :-)

2010-09-04T11:47:00.003+08:00
Teachers day

i want to thank all the teachers
for teaching me

but i guess you do not really have a choice

hehe ^^

wow. i wrote this post for over an hour
wow so cool
i summarise 4 months of my life
in just an hour
hahahahah

NOW GOING TO WATCH FRIED RICE PARADISE
WITH MY FAB 6 CLIQUE AND AWW AWW CLIQUE

fyi
fab 6- shivani. shirmine. pearline. shaalin. mira
aww aww clique- moniykka. dino. gloria. shivani.

2010-09-04T11:30:00.005+08:00

to think i was tall...

what we do during Social Studies Project

and im glad. i could go over to australia with shivani

and meet my new aww aww clique

what would i ever do without you

fireworks simply just brings joy to my face

hi poopys

i love you all

omg. ryan you are so so so cute.

this picture totally speaks for itself

2010-09-04T10:52:00.004+08:00
i guess Facebook is all that is my life
but i decided to post on my blog for me to read my own life
kinda interesting

i have so many things to post
that i dont know which one to begin with first

lets try and summarise my life since June 14, My last post

so after june 14.

OMG. I STILL LOVE AUSTRALIA. HAHHAHA. I WANT TO GO THERE BACK AND STAY THERE FORVER WITH MY HUSBAND. AND EVERYDAY WE WILL WATCH THE SUNRISE AND SUNSET AT THE BEACH together. sigh...

oh ya. through the jewish holocaust museuam
i really change for the better
i controlled myself
and dont really vent my anger
wow. 6 million jews just lost their life like that.

i went to cameron highlands for family outing
funnnnnnnn. fun. fun
hahaha
i love my family

then i still rmb that i went for prefects meeting on june 17
went to east coast park for interview
i guess i srsly screwed it
haha

had social studies project with Jasmine
spent over 20 hours ++
and this not include my travelling, eating,.. time.
yay for us
we got 18/20
highest!!!

cramp most of the homework by the last week of june
of lets say the day before sch reopened
and im very proud to say that i completed allllllll my assignments
yay me

july
err.. not that i really much
other than sleeping at 12/1am everyday
just to complete my homework...
im such a good girl
sigh... but no one seems to understand that.. :( hahah

oh ya. my birthday on the 8/7/2010
nth special really happened i guess
but i want to thank those who guess me presents or wrote me a letter

and to my mamam
who bought me 2 cakes
ryan- chose for me a football cake cause it was during world cup
mama- a big fat cake from awfully chocoate(superrrrr sweet hehe^^)

pearline- this album with lots of notes inside and my picture.. awwwwwwwww. tyvm. i really appreciated it!!
yunying- a box filled with 1000000000000 encouragement notes properly rolled and tied with a string :-)
joyce and natttt- a fruit from my pcg- BANANA pillow that sleeps next to me
FAB 6 cliqueeeee- little black polka dot dress. hahaha. thanks a lot
waye waye jiejie- a cute purple wallet that i love
jamie and christine- pencil case and keychainsss
jiejie- a long letter
er jie- a giraffe notebook ^^
andre- wallet and 2 packet of sticky
3F- for the longest birthday song in the history of people singing birthday songs
i couldnt forget it. it was 5 times. im not joking. hahaha

and ...... sry. not that i can remember not
but i still want to thank you for those :-)

my birthday was not really smtg that is very special
but of course i enjoyed myself

OH YA. ON MY BIRTHDAY. WE WATCHED DESPICABLE MEEEEEEEE
HEHEHHEHE. omg its so fluffy, IM GONNA DIE!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAH

then i clearly rmb that we all went home
and i spent the rest of the night till 12
working on my NUS statistical poster competition

then blah blah

august

THEN OMG. YOG CAME
i srsly had a lot of time at the yog cultural booth
not that i really know about the booth
but it was so COOL seeing tall, handsome athletes that are like,...
2.3 m!! tallest one that i saw.
hahahha.

watched yog swimming, man gymanastic and tennis ball
overall, i defintely had a lot of fun ^^^^^^^^^

and the rehersal for opening ceremony. which wasnt that nice
cos the atmosphere wasnt there
it ended at about 10 ++
and i clearly rmbered that we walked around the sand till 11
then took cab back with shivani shoryyyyyyyy

i missed them
(yog boys)

esp when i watched the YOG CLOSING CEREMONY. THE FIREWORKS WILL LIKE THE NICEST THING THAT I EVER SAW IN MY LIFE. HAHAHHHA

teachers day celebration came
i was the chairman
k. i suck. nth else to say

watched inception
didnt understand it HAHAHA

watched the a movie about the greatest earthquake in china
Tangshan Earthquake
i cried till my eyes were sore
it is the most touching movie that i every saw.

september

i finally understand how people think about me
kishan scolded me like mad
i cried
of course. it was so harsh
i dont understand why couldnt you all just tell me earlier
hello?!?!
it has been 3 whole years that i was working with the EXCOs

i felt left out
didnt anyone realised

and of course i hang out with my clique-shivani,shirmine,pearline,mira and shaalin :-)
they are the only people that understands me
i never felt so close and accepted by anyone

didnt anyone ever reliase that in the past
i wanted to leave
cause i never felt accepter

and huh?! you wanted me to tell you all these
how i ever felt
i see no point
i dont like proving other people wrong
if they see me as this person,
then i cant be bothered to change their misconception of me

if im stupid to them,
then let them be

had a meeting from 2.15 to 7.15pm that day
but i think there is no point for me to expain
he scolded
i listened
he didnt rly gave me a chance to explain

but i guess i really saw a v v v nice part of rachel fam
she really can keep her cool

anw i guessed its over
why do i still want to bring up the matter

2010-06-14T12:08:00.002+08:00
1. i did relatively well for my mid years.
no exactly contented with my results
esp englishhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
sighh...
cclass position: (i feel smart)
but neh.. im not

2. when i look at my other school mates blog,
i realise that im very different from them
cant see anything similar to me
oh wells..

3. so i have not completed my 5 projects.......
sigh..
and all my other homework and assignment

4. jia zhen kor kor wedding is over. :)

4. cameron highland trip is over too..
guess ryan really had a lot of fun
he finallys remembers my cousinss names
hehe ^^
next trip: JAPAN(?!)
:)

5. hi charis! i decided to blog this for you! :)

6. australia- melbourne and victoria
were fun
but no good food
shopping there--... quite ex

2010-04-23T22:37:00.003+08:00
the DISC workshop was cool (Y)

i am an I personality
. talkative
. fear of rejection
. cannot focus easily
--> cause i have a short attention span
--> so i need to remove all sorts of noise distraction out of my room
. influential
. inducing
. talk too much. tends to digress easily
. ....

HAHA. so cool.
and the only jobs available for me that i think is cool is
. wedding planner
. actress
. flight attendance
. pr director
. ....

hehe

2010-03-20T23:38:00.002+08:00
i tremebled at the foot of the cross

Actually i guess,.. that a lot of things do actually happened in my life.

#1 i got 8th for cross country 3.2km
super depressing..
ohwells.

[i always wear my X-country badge around.
rachel fam: wah so thick-skin.
ms kaur: it is only people like this who will succeed in life
_cant rmb who_ : but only for a while]
haha
jiejie and erjie can like run 5 mins faster..
i ran 19.01 last year
this year 20..

#2 my 2.4km only 13.17
what happen to my 11.30 during practise
arh.. whatever.

#3 went for my first worship retreat. haha.
super fun. esp. the way er jie whack people during whacko.
worship in our everyday lives

#4 my class competition is getting higher and higher..

#5 i am only studying cause
- My brain will stop growing at 20.
- God taught us that the lazy one won't succeed in life.

#6 ryan birthday was nth big
i taught i was the nicest sister on earth to buy him a helicopter and a cake
turns out,
his girlfriend bought him the exact same one!

#7 hi ryan. your the best thing that happen in my life
- you like to fight with me
- you always make me angry
- you are so cream
but everything will be forgotten cause you are my brother
and once you say i love you san jie. :)

#8 erjie: are you going church tmr?
rachel: yar
erjie: why?!

huh?
hahah. anw, gd nites

2010-03-12T22:02:00.002+08:00
haha. the last timei post was on the first week of february.

basically cause everyday is the same. it is cause i dont have the time and i have test after test..

so far, my results shows that i am good in my mathematics and i still suck at my language for some reason. HAHA.

WE ARE TOP IN SINGAPORE FOR both B boys and girls.
woah. cool. haha.
congrats!

i just my greatest phobia is actually
BEING ALONE

2010-02-04T19:28:00.001+08:00
MY first mirror picture.

Ms huang holding my card. :) HAHA
hmm.. where is the rest of the picture?

2010-02-04T19:20:00.002+08:00
today after school went for Mrs Tan thing
tuesday got stage presentation - arg! scary! HAHAH

anw, then i went for commanding's training.
haha. i cant do it.
cause i feel like laughing
but i think i can do the school flag. ;)

then went to Queenstown with Jia Le , Xin rong and fendi.
and as usual i was praised by Jia Le again!
he simply just loves my height!
hahahahah!

i am 173 and 4_ kg. shall not reveal my weight..

tmr got to meet Ms Kaur for her the training for stage presentation. ^^
HAHAH.

2010-02-03T22:01:00.002+08:00
29 jan
went to tuition with shirmine. yun ying. jia hui and andre.
tuition is getting more fun
;)

30 jan.
went for shivani Thaiposam thingy.
accompanied her dad.
sigh.
it was loud and noisy.
apparently to keep them distracted away from the pain when piercing.
but it gave me a headache.

31 jan.
ms huang's wedding.
haha. her husband and her together damn cute la. ( and at this time im supposed to say ttm )
hahaha. Colin Yong and Vivian Huang.
shall post my first mirror picture later . ^^

missed kaden first birthday. arg shucks.
ahma said the place is v beautiful.
with lots of beautiful fish.

1 feb
more lessons
more test
fun!

2 feb
went to shaalin hse.
shaalin mom is really so nice.

3feb
did my 2.4 km in 11.30min
smtg must be wrong
hahahah.
i kept up with my 1min30sec for 3oo metres.

today went hwa chong investiture.
damn fun! ;)
i got two sec 2 boys to tour us around the school.
;)

2010-01-28T17:14:00.002+08:00
Almost a month has passed

HAHA!! And I'm still so blurrrrr about everything!!

heehee. ;)

i have been joking around but i guess that is all about me.

MS HUANG IS GETTING MARRIED SOON!!

HAHAHA

I DON'T KNOW WHY IM BEING SO EXCITED FOR HER!

HEEHEE.

GLEE.
defying gravity
dont stop beliveing.
go watch it. ;):)

2010-01-23T00:12:00.003+08:00
1.Jia Le damn joker la.

this dream that i had.

We were in his house. super big. have lift. very modern.
with my aunties, uncles and Ahma.

then we were eating fruits ( partically watermelon,papaya and pineapple )
but he ate the pineapple cause i hated it. even though i didnt eat the fruits in the end)

then my aunt came in and said ' ai ya. it is ok to go to a boy's house '.

then we went to his room. ( lift got air con leh ). his room was filled with pink, fluffy stuff and unicons. super princess like.

then he asked me to read his diary to him.
and i remember this specific thing i told him
'jia le. i didnt know you were so sentimental and HOLY.'

haha. then we went to his back garden (like hort park)

and then he said ' where is Rachel Fam arh? '
and the dream ended.

2. this week Mrs Tay showed us some A Ris mas or something like that. basically a Christmas carol making fun of Ris Low.
and she said before the video started ' this video is very funny. it was very hard for me to not fall out of my chair. '

k. it was 10 % funny. but like damn bad to laugh at her.
so there i was just doing my stuff.

i dont like this type of stuff so dont do it to me.

3. today Mrs elangovan scolded at for me talking too loud. and she threaten to kick me out of the prefectorial board.
so i kept my mouth shut.

so anything i wanted to say, i just action out i love you.
i just realised so many people return my love. haha.

funniest part was kah kit was like ' ai ya rachel pls just talk la. '
HAHA. ;)

2010-01-16T21:02:00.003+08:00
so the last few weeks have been doing nothing but studying. siannn ttm.
and this is like the first time im using the computer since last sunday?
anw, why is there such a thing as computer arg.

i look through the pictures, and why wasnt i living in the mountains?
or helping someone who really needed my help.

hm..
sunday
yup./ so i collected $650 for top 5%. and i really didnt know what to do with the money at that time. so why didnt you ask me out. so i gave $80 to my maids total and $40 to my mum. haha.
#this week as Mrs Chin wanted to shout my name for House level rep. haha. Mrs Chin = principal.
Mrs chin= weird. haha/
#got scolded for coloured socks. jia le laughed. -.-

today training was pretty slack. and that is because im not in the school team. ya. that totally sucks. haha. srsly no point going. but im training, cause i also need the stamina.

i want to win something for Mac Ritchie school run.
reply
to nat. aww.. haha. wasnt in church cause had stayover at cousins hse last saturday,and last sunday collected my edusave scholarship award.to shanna. i will. i have to.to tiffffffffffffffffff: walao. ok la. now you way cooler than me la. HAHA. so hows the IPhone going?!?! eh. arent you supposed to be studying?!?!to vaniiiii: got time meh. there are like !@#@ hw to be done..
my walk with God has not been progressing..

2010-01-10T19:36:00.003+08:00
today mummy called me ugly.
oh wells.

i was just reading my previous post.
go check out my first post for 2009.

anyway, it says ' i shall go check my calender the last time i bathe. ' HAHA.

i actually dont know why you are reading this. haha.

actually i dont know why im so keen for people to read my blog.
im was quite sad that hardly anyone reads my blog.

finally replying to tags. haha.
inez- wah. planning wedding. ten kids.
rachel- nope dont want to get married anymore. it hurts.

jan- awesome for joining prayer comm.
rachel- yupp. but i dont know where is Kenneth. when i wanted to tell him last sunday and today. maybe God doesn't want me too? or is her just giving me more time?? tell me what to do..

oh yar. took I.C. photo. was err.. you let me see yours then i let you see mine. :)

rubbish post. nth to say. HAHA

2010-01-09T12:09:00.002+08:00
omg. 1 week of school just passed. school sucks. haha.
there are so many hw to do, even though it just started!

so this are my sch time table
monday- sch ends @ 5.30pm cos of p.o.a
tuesday- sch ends @ 5.30pm cos of p.o.a
wednesday- sch ends @ 5pm cos of training
thursday- 2.15pm- phew*
friday- sch ends @ 4pm cos of training

!!! sigh..

im not in the floorball team. sad.. cant think of a good reason to make myself feel any better.
maybe i just need to eat more and become fatter and stronger.

yup. sec 1 orientaion ( class 1F ) is finally over. :)
happy cause i missed a lot of lessons and now im lagging behind. -.-
am i that slow??

i cant do e-math. a-math. chem. physics. biology. social studies.
i just dont get it la.

yes. im studying accounts now with dajie.

2010-01-03T20:17:00.001+08:00
2 jan.
supposed to go to tiong to watch sherlock holmes with charis
but she suddenly wanted to go to fay's house
so i practically slept the day away. haha.

3 jan.
i decided that i will be early for church in future.
anw, played basketball for 1 min then gave up. haha.
came home and watch 17 again with jan, rach ng and shannen.

i think it is good to blog. so that you will feel like crap when you didnt do smtg meaningful in your life or what.

wanted to go and look for kenneth to join prayer comm. but he wasnt here.

cause today the Bishop said ' if you feel like God is telling you to do something. dont wait and just do it.... .... ' he said it during the prayer. k. i dont think anyway really listened to him, as intensively as i did. haha.

2010-01-03T19:19:00.002+08:00
i just realise im a person who express myself through words.

i wrote a 4 letter page to Rufus, thanking him for Youthphoria which made a difference in my life.

i wrote a 2 letter page to Joyce, thanking her for being my pcg leader and telling her how i used to be so scared of her. But she is actually someone who is very nice and caring. i really want to be just like her. like how she knows her bible knowledge so well...

i wrote a 3? or 2 letter long letter to Dawn jacob, on her amazing walk with God. and how she got back on her feet to be someone God really wanted her to be. i really want to be a close friend. and learn from me. if i start smoking and drinking, i think it will just be the end of it. so when i grow up, just dont ask me.

i wrote a long letter to maverick, on the way he worship God. with his full heart, mind and soul and everything lar. haha. like he has boundless source of energy.

yes. i take like hours for one letter. so forgive me if i havent written you one. but i will..

i can always write you one if you tell me you want you know..

2010-01-01T23:23:00.002+08:00
haha. ignore the other post. cause like it was so long ago. basically i wrote that, cause every thing i do, receive letter, ... .... is ever about my height. so im just wondering if im not tall, what will ppl say about me.
1 year ago.
so yar, forget it.

so yar, 31 december,..
had prefects meeting. which i was 2 hrs late. sorry! i will try not to be late again!

so yar, kah kit promised me that on my wedding day, he will sponser 5 trays of fish cake and i forgot what. and i was thinking, what if nobody wants to marry me. then he said ' look for wei li .' ( yar, so pleased dont be shock! ) yar. whatever.

came home. then went bowling with ryan and dad. the first round i bowled like a 74 and ryan 88. HAHA! yar after that i got 135. i think. yay.
anw, then went to mahjong club.
came home. took 30 mins to walk up the slope with ryan! haha.

saw daniel and mark. watch wall-e. was dont know how late when i was meeting Charis, joyce and rachel hau. yar/ so rmb to inform me 1 h earlier when you are going to meet me.

then went to church. had service. which was meant to help me close up the year 2009 and start anew for 2010. ( yar i went in my disgusting shorts and shorts. )

had worship and praise from 1 to 5am!!!!!!!! slept from 8 to 2.30pm

then went to ahma's party @ 1 degree 15..
im glad she really really like it.

no time to reflect. am really tired.

they say worship have a lot of back up singer alr . yar.. so i will just wait.
thinking of joining prayer and worship community.
maybe i wll just pray for it for 6 months.

2009-12-30T20:10:00.000+08:00
you only talk to me and say im tall

stop it.i know i am. cant you tell me anything else?!

2009-12-30T18:19:00.007+08:00
wtheck. i took like 2hours++ writing this post..

18 december 2009
use the computer the whole entire day
till i had a headache and didnt feel like going to church camp
it was that bad

19-22 december 2009
i need Jesus. i need Him to tell me where i need to go. come to my rescue, tell me where else i can go.
http://www.youthphoria.sg/ everything that happened
woke up at 6. packed bag. and like packed extra 2 sets for i dont what.
yar i guess i dont need to post much since it is alr in the youthphoria blog.
but i guess i really the thing that makes it a memorable camp is during the last night . honestly i fell asleep during the sermon. so when they asked anyone who wanted to come forward, i was still like huh??.. then i saw mostly everyone going forward, so i just went [ totally without a purpose.] then everyone was praying and i was like ' huh. what am i supposed to pray for. i dont know how to pray.' so i was like err.. this is getting long. i feel like sleeping when i close my eyes..zz..so i decided to sing praises to God. then i was like sigh i will try to pray. then i was like thinking Joyce can you faster come and pray for me. the wait is killing me. so in the end, i decided to pray. and then i felt like i had to pray for back sliding, how i do not do QT and how obviously im not living like a Christian. so when joyce came, i totaly broke down. and i was like not feeling well to talk. but of course i guess it is the same reason for everyone. and joyce prayed. yar. thanks.
and im proud to say that i do my Quiet Time, even during floorball camp, i secretly went to one corner while you all ( ALL THE POOPIES ) were playing cheat or whatever card game.
<<>>
HAHA. anw, joyce said smtg that i know it but dont bother doing it. she said that i only take time to listen to God only during camps. and that is so true.

i was not feeling well. like flu and stuff. so was being anti-social. sry.

anw, i really enjoyed it! duh. HAHA. and though i didnt do much for games comm, everyone enjoyed it. yay. this shows that im totally useless. duh. HAHA> yar. i suck planning.

23 december to 27 december 2009
took a private jet to Macau. go to http://www.rawrning-forever.blogspot.com/ everything that happened. basically i really didnt like it. cos like, everything was same as singapore, just that everything is like twice expensive. like my fillet fish @ macs cost abt 12 bucks. Venetian is not as good as you think. most memorable thing that happened : when we went to China- Zhu Hai, and bought like a new sch bag! bargained like from s$52 to 10 bucks. of course it is a fake.
Christmas sucks without friends! everyone looked like they enjoyed themselves! haha! :)

28 december to 30 december 2009
went for floorball camp. in a totally tired manner.. lost to MJC! i think first time ever. coach damn angry and disappointed. and i wasnt chosen to play in the friendly this saturday. :(
honestly quite sad. had fun mostly with Fab 6. oh yar went to east coast too. i think it is so cute for couples to go there together.. teehee. anw, we went for night walk but this time being blindfolded. and we got splash in the end. and someone splashed shirmine because he thought it was me. damn funny. went to eat opppoisite @ abt 12? and then we saw ms wee. she looked at me and said ' i dont want to talk to you cause you are so tall .' then i gave her a soft slap on the back and said ' what the heck.' HAHA.

use computer from the time i came home @ 1 pm to now and counting.

still havent done shit homework. i dont want to read the chinese book!

31 december 2009
going for s****d prefect meeting on the last day of 2009. why cant we have it on the 3rd or whatever. i have been away and i dont know anything. im sorry. feeling tired and angry.
then going for pcg meeting. then watch night service.

it is the last day of 2009. sigh. didnt do much in my 14 years.

1 jan got ahma's birthday!!!!!! whoo ooooo.

--slap me if i gossip.

2009-12-16T22:16:00.002+08:00
13 december ( monday )

in the morning we went to Novena mrt area to eat ice cream. it was about buying ice cream to support the needy people. Belicia was helping out the ice cream store. so we went to support. went with Joyce, Ethel, Amanda and Clarrisa Liew.

clarissa left for her basketball training after that.

then we went to watch the Princesss and the Frog. and i love it. it had such a happy ending. i love it! it was filled with kids. except us. HAHA.

then i met Tiff. we went to uniqlo ( nth much. except winter stuff ). then we went to Forever 21. and we saw Rachel yeung. yes, hey she is pretty. and the queue was like WOW. super super long. so decided to leave and go to diff shops. and then we went to Cotton On. i like the clothes there but so many people shop there. it will be so weird if you see someone wearing the same thing as you.

then we went to Orchard central. then to plaza sing-cos we got 2 free pair of cathay movie tickets. but i was not interested on watching New moon. went to esprit. bought 3 t-shirts and 2 pair of socks.

so we decided to go home. but we past by This Fashion. the clothings are nice. k.

then on the way home. we realised we havent eaten. HAHA. went to some Clarke quay. spent like $30. and the food was like only acceptable. saw a lizard on the table connected to my table. climbed over the chair. and then ran a few steps back. squat on the floor. and like literally cried a bit- freaked out. manager came over and calmly took a tissue and just squeeze it. and said ' oh this must have dropped from the ceiling or something. '

and he didnt compensate me for my bowl of rice or what. cause it spoiled my appetite.

rachel ng slept over.

i spent $ 100 in just 2 days.
and this is the second time. 2 days. wow. and it was like mostly on food or what.
me and jie jie promised that we wont buy drinks anymore. we will bring out our water bottle.

14 december 2009 ( tuesday afternoon )

bought school books today.
k. i spent like so much. so im going to study hard.
so that government will give me edusave scholarship again.
im so seriously aiming to be top 3 again.
this year 2nd in class was totaly cool.
so i thank God and i will put in that much effort and more again.

so we went training. and coach wasnt back from his honey moon yet.
so it is pretty much slack today.

then i came home and i was watching Heros Again! HAHA. and then i was using the computer too. until i had a bad headache. and i cleaned my room today till 1.23 am!

16 december 2009
went for training today
we ran 5 rounds today for warm up.
physical and shots was some what better than usual.
but defending skills went totally down.
COACH SAID GOOD TO ME! i cant remember the last time he ever said that to me.

then i went home. bathe. then went to jamie and christine's house. ate macs. saw a bit of their Korea's pics. i went to go there now just to try fish cake. HAHA. then went to city hall mrt. joined joel kor kor. bought a precious moment figure cost $202! for cousin's house warming.

and we saw Waye waye jiejie. super embarrassing.

dont know why i like posting about what i usually do.

2009-12-14T01:09:00.002+08:00
4 dec 2009
happy birthday to jamie. :)
jamie said: hey rachel jiejie. thanks for your present. i like it. :)

saturday-12 dec 2009
church camp briefing
my grp members are:
1.natalie
2.athalia
3.shanna
4.me
5.donavan
6.abraham
7.benjamin chen
8.benjamin lim
hope it is gg to be super fun.. :)

3rd grand uncle 80th birthday
so we met Christine there too.
and she told me all abt Korea. sounds fun!

sunday
cabbed to church and realised that taking a taxi is so so much cheaper than buying a car
games comm meeting @ fushion. first time going there.
nth interesting over there. after that went to basement room to meet jan, Charis and jesse.
played animal kingdom. SUPER COOL. HAHA. then decided to go to
Holland video ezy cause we wanted to rent movie ( 5.30pm ++) then later we went to another rental place and after staying there so long, we decided to rent REd cliff and red cliff 2.
then the sales lady said ' erm.. you need to be 18 years old and above. '

so we went back to square one later we found out that video ezy is selling the 2 cd @ 11 bucks.
so we got high and bought it/

-just realise that Charis is really funny and crazy.

-during the movie, Jesse kept on trying to predict what will happen. which were like super -.- , thought can be quite funny and entertaining! HAHA

- liverpool and arsenal 1-2 going to be 3-2

2009-12-11T10:29:00.002+08:00
www.youtube.com/watch?v=GZgVcMoweGk

go and listen to it.
i have srsly been slacking my life away
but im loving it
i love hols

2009-12-10T17:26:00.002+08:00
9 december 2009

went swimming @ keppel club with Ryan and mummy.
he went for his swimming trial
so i just hang around for a while.
after like 10 mins his swimming was done and Ryan performed very well.

k. then we went to eat at the Mangrove. and i tried some sausages with mashed potates (with some pepper-ish sauce. and it rocks!), salmon and fish and chips. all yummy. took 1 hour to finish. HAHA

then went to the arcade where we spent about $15. HAHA.
[mummy wanted to play some shooting game.]

and according to her, she shot all bulls eyes the next day @ her police training.
she was the best. and she said she will get $250.
o.O

10 december 2009

went to shaalin's christmas party with ryan. we walked from home and got lost! (with shirmine,pearline and her neighbours)
played catching, hide and seek (we ran to her house and hid there and played mahjong! haha ), ... ....
so i got my christmas present from the 3 of them. :)
thanks guys. ;)

then shirmine and pearline left early as usual. ( abt 5 ? )HAHA.
but Ryan looked so happy and didnt want to leave.
so,.. WE STAYED TILL 10 PM.

[ i took like more than 1 hour to eat the mc spicy! and i drank more than 1 large ice milo + some small coke from my brother. and it still wasnt enough. HAHA. i suck lar. ate seaweed shaker fries again! love it like mad! ]

and when it was time for him to leave.
he gave me black face.

-.- so he was angry the whole way home.

THANKS SHAALIN FOR INVITING US OVER & for the mac donald.

2009-12-08T22:19:00.002+08:00
i havent really done my homework!!!! HAHA

HEROS ROCKS NOW LAR

it is now happening like previous

last time my family was crazy over prison break

and now Heros

singapore idol the Tabita is out
nooooooooooooooooooooooooo

:(

2009-12-08T19:04:00.003+08:00
i just found this picture
( i was eating chips like half of the time. HAHA )

2 december
went for exco outing
i skipped training for that :(
but basically we all enjoyed ourselves :)
we went to Hort Park.
played games- we had to pass the bananas using our legs lying on our back.
gross. so i decided to just eat the banana. ( it actually tasted delicious! ;) HAHA )

3 december 2009
we went to buy the things needed for the games(church camp)
then i went to watch 17 again.
Zac so cute. HAHAHA
then i went to ahma house for mee sua(super shiok lar)
and on the way i realise it was shaalin's church camp the next day
so i rushed and packed

4 december 2009
arrived @ shaalin's church (trueway presbyterian church) by shaalin's cab
basically we had ice breakers and went to eat opposite. ( not bad.. HAHA )
arrived at Dairy Farm Adventure
i was the only one carring a luaggage -.- tehes
anti-social for a while and played uno with shaalin and pearline
made flag and encouragement board
then we went to some bukit timah place which was very beautiful
but it rained- spoiled my attitude HAHA
went to eat dinner- 2.5 fish cake+chilli tofu+vege
message: step up to the call of gospel. we should first be rooted in the gospel then bodly speak the gospel
learnt dance- cause the theme was about step up
bathed in boys common toilet
lights out at 12.15am
poopy shaalin and pearline fell asleep so fast, so i went to talk to Hannah
a new girl i met

5 december 2009
had yummy nasi lemak for breakfast
then had high elements-challenge pole,flying fox and abseiling ( took like 20 mins HAHA!! )
i was like ' hold me! hold me! dont ever let go of me! ' i just kept on telling the facilitor
quite embarrasing to think of it now HAHA
then we played games like buttock sliding, guessing the drink, arrange yourself in order without talking on the chairs (like in height..), then hold hands and pass the hula hopp, stretch your hand across, find somthing ( like e.g. lemon ) inside like a pile of everything. including biten apple with saliva......
had chircken+rice+nugget+long beans+fish cakes+chilli(rocks ur whole lar) for dinner ( super yummy )
message: step up. know your spritual gift. and apparently, mine was leadership.
we should selflessly exercise our gifts- teaching, leadership, adminstration, giving, etc. - to build up the body of christ.

6 december 2009
beehoon+fishball+hotdog
message: step up to holiness- we should die to unholy habits and lead holy lives in order to become God's instruments of grace and power in this world
games-we had dodge ball like + water bomb
captain ball with fruits
and then we went to jungle like place in the night
it was like how one person was secured inside a traingle made of rarfle strings
and we each have a candle each and is supposed to burn it the string and at the same time blow out other people cande
and so it was like how we go and preach and stuff
but the devil stops you (that is when ur candle get blowed off)
then your friends reminds you about him ( candle relights again ) or you could go to your group station where someone relights it for you ( just like reading the bible )

7 december 2009
packed up and time to go home
our group had to wash the toilet and clean the bunks
so basically i was cleaning the bunk upstairs, the stairs, the walkway by myself. HAHA
we also used the fire hose to clean the toilet cause the water from the basin was so small

extra info:
i always took extra food for dinner every time
dad was angry for not telling that i left house. HAHA opps.
we bathed in boys common toilet. totaly naked.
this camp really woke some sense to me. about how we always say omg. sorry God. it was never intentional.. and about how we always gossip and bear grudges
the camp thought me that is was always about taking the first step
about how judgemental, selfish and stuff i am ( did some reflection )
how we should not take things for granted- especially having clean toilets
and im a truly a clean freak. i came home and i just starting cleaning the house
HAHA

shivani went to bali. so i havent really been talking on the phone
i have been using the computer since 2 pm! ever since i came back from exco meeting..

8 december 2009
today exco meeting was quite fun.
we all voice out about how we felt about each other
i had nth much to say. cause i will tell the person straight
then suddenly jia le came and told up stuff like about the sec 1 regristration and stuff
then we played ' i have never ' game.
and he lost thrice in a row
his forfeit was to run around the room twice, screaming
second one was to crawl on the floor making some animal sound
the third one was.. i forgot. but smtg similar to second one.
i felt super degrading lar

anw, then he left. regretting that he came. HAHA

k. good night. and love ya. ;)

2009-12-01T16:46:00.002+08:00
30 nov dinner
went to eat at IKEA cause jiejie ****ed her test
so i waited from 6.30-8pm cause jan took super long to come
and i had some laughing disesae with me
i found it quite irritating now
HAHA

spagetti the usual for me and it still rocks
but not as nice as before :(

oh yar when we went to watch movie at GV tiong
the coke was super diluted
so i went to the lady to change and this was what i told her
'eh, erm. sorry but can i change my coke. super diluted lar. if you dont believe me, then u try lar'
then she immediately just help me change
HAHA

1 dec 2009
wah time pass super fast lar
30 days of my life just pass

today went to poly clinic
and it took from the time i went in, waiting time+ more waiting time, ...
i took 2 hours!!!!!!!!

the shouldnt let big fat pregnant lady go to work
they have super bad mood swing

i wanted to finish all my hw
but im not even like 1/3 done
HAHA

2009-11-27T22:07:00.003+08:00
i have this crazy allegy reaction for i dont know what reason
for super super long
it got better today
but now ( at night )
it is irritating me!!!!!!!!
got to go doctor!

21 november to 25 november( went to Hong Kong )
wax museum( took picture with jackie chan and many other more-quite cool leh), seafood restaurant, dim sum( the food was not like super super nice), shopping( nicest part just look like takashimaya-didnt really buy anything), disneyland(like it super fun! and cute), ocean park( kept on walking and walking but the rides.. not bad),
met Dexter( 4 years old ), Hayle ( 5 years old ) and Austin ( 7 years old)
they are some bunch of super super cute kids lar!! ;P

watch sisters keeper
i cried
dont really like the show
super super sad story line
made me depressed. :'(

27 November
went for family gathering at second auntie's hse.
played wii
my cousin JAmie achieved straight A for Psle. :)
she can go to MGS sec. :)

28 November(saturday)
went training
coach asked us to run 3 fast rounds.
but we did 2 slow rounds. he was watching us secretly and he was not happy. :(

went to home then to church with er jie
then after that when we were going to go home, me and da jie hide behind a door, wanting to go and like scare her or what. but in the end, she walk off so quickly that we did not know what to do. then we were like -.- HAHAH.

went to eat at some seafood restaurant. STING RAY ROCKS
came home with super super bad itch all over my body

29 November
went church
went to eat my yu pian mee fen. going to be close from 2-23 dec. :(
brought to ahma foot massage with dad @ vivo
then we went to the cruise center area and she was super amazed by universal studio
then we drove to one degree fifteen, if u know what that is
and she super super love it
then we went to the beach
and she looked relaxed :)

talk to shivani from 12 to like ----?? until i fall asleep
HAHA

30 November
today went training.
not a good one.
running was better. he scolded us for cheating on the 28th.
so he said he wants us to keep on with Nina ( 2 fast rounds ), .. and I MANAGED!! :)

didnt buy school books cause like dad said this when he send me to sch today
Rach: since u here, lets buy books
Dad: why u rushing.. get from ur senior or church friend lar
Rach: but you are here alr..
Dad: buy now for what,... it is not like you will bother studying
Rach: so true.. HAHA. k. gtg for training.
HAHA

watch 2012 with shaalin, peixuan and their pri sch friend
I LOVE IT
i just realise im super affected by ppl remark
so next time dont tell how u feel abt any movie.

this is a super cool sand drawing go watch it. :'(
http://sg.video.yahoo.com/watch/5771163/15113200
Want to go universal studio!!
chinese song is for chinese hw. think i will sing tong hua. since it is the only song that i know
haha. :)

good night and god bless
love ya :P

2009-11-19T17:42:00.001+08:00
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2009-11-11T20:21:00.002+08:00
went to watch (500) days of summer with THE FABULOUS SIX today.
after that we went window shopping, like literally.
foever 21. pull and bear. top shop. espirit. fox...........HAHA!!
i really enjoyed myself with the six of them.

before that shaalin, mira and me talk a lot/ im now very excited to watch 2012.
i also want to watch coraline 3D but im too scared!

the show was not exactly nice or romantic as i thought it was meant to be.
shivani and i totaly ruined the show by laughing to entertain ourselves. HAHA!!

oh yar in the morning, i did a video of mostly me, shivani and like half of it is shirmine.

now in the shivani house watching some show about diving. sounds boring but looks cool so far.

just now we went to eat rice, sting ray (yums), kang kong(wah chilli chilli!!), omettle with oyster, ceral with prawn( not bad! ) and clam. im now feeling very FAT! ask shivani and her family they totally saw the difference. HAHA!! SMTG IS REALLY WRONG WITH SHANIA. ME AND SHIVANI WERE DYING FROM THE SPICYNESS OF THE KANG KONG AND EVERYTHING ELSE BUT SHANIA SAID ' LIKE NOTHING'.

2009-11-10T15:20:00.002+08:00
saw this from pearline's blog.
http://pearlin-e.livejournal.com

really sad to see the fabulous 6 sepearate..
going to make them card
.
.
.
going to miss chobaini and rachel hse.

omg. so touching.
i shall write the 5 of them a card.

Lor Mee. Poopy pearline. Poopy Shaalin. Poopy Shirmine. Poopy me.

the head of this clan is POOPY SHAALIN.
CAUSE SHE IS THE MOST POOPY.
HAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-10T15:13:00.002+08:00
Sunday-
was sick. so i didnt go to church. so just watch television, go facebook ... and drank lots of water.

went to Orchard Central with er jie in the evening. bought a lot of nonsense. but we had a lot of fun!!! spent more than a $50 to buy my ear rings. i adore it to the max. HAHA!! jkjk lar. 500 hundred dollars lar. k. smtg wrong with me. IM MAD!!!

Monday-

stayed at home the whole day. use about 3 boxes of tissue!!!
have flu. must be cause i feel like running. but i never. so God punish me by giving me a running nose. HAHA!! jkjk. was using the computer THE WHOLE ENTIRE DAY and watching tv too.

Tuesday-
pack my room. change my new bed sheet cover. CLEAN THE WHOLE ENTIRE ROOM AGAIN!! [ i think i will make a PERFECT HOUSE WIFE! ;) ] it was actually quite dusty.
so i finished another pack of tissue.

2009-11-07T21:47:00.002+08:00
Today i woke up at about 9?! anyway, i look around and i couldnt see my oldest sister. first time, in all these weeks. so i was like, oh my gosh! must be about 11pm something already!! so i got up change and stuff. then i went to her room. and there she was, sleeping comfortably, like a normal pig... HAHA!! jkjk.

anyway,.. then we went to ryan PAP school which was having some K2 graduation @ radin mas primary school. i so did not regret going to there! the kids there dancing were all so cute. ;-) i will show you the video if you like. though my brother dance was like for only 2 minutes long!! HAHA.

im getting a cough. know how to cure it?

2009-11-06T22:33:00.002+08:00
today went to Golden Mile Complex cause we had some job interview

then we couldnt find the 6th floor cause like it was another building or something like that. so basically the building we went to had 4 floors only.
the first story was full of shops like selling phone cards and stuff and those like mama shop. the second floor was like thai food and like selling handphone and some like unknown shop. then when we went to the 3rd floor, it was full of thai massage, thai food, thai .. thai ...

then we found a lot of thai men staring at us. if you dont believe go and check it out yourself.

anyway, so we couldnt find any shop that was related to some telecommunication stuff. we called like the guy three times cause we couldnt find the place for interview.

so we took a bus and went we look back. we saw how tall it was. anyway, after the traumatising incident, we ( tiffany and rachel ) went to Shivani's house. ;)

we watched whats your rashee (hindi movie) and it was like for 3 hours long. to be honest, the story line is nice. but it wasnt really that interesting. only some scences which reminded shivani and me about shirmine. she shld really watch that part.

if you are looking for movies, you should watch Fashion (hindi movie), i watch it just after i so called wanted to be a part time model. like model for bridal shops those clothing so whatever. Fashion is reality about people living in model and how they will change once they are popular and stuff like that. blah blah. ask lor mee (chobaini) if you want to borrow the cd.

then we watched ' drag me to hell '. which to me is quite boring. as in the story line. the scences were not exactly super duper scary as i was expecting. and it was so called only the music that make me like afraid. maybe next time we shld judge the movie by watching it without music.

watch finished my Vampire book. now feeling bored again. shall go back to the library one of these days.

i some how feel like holidays are going to end. cause like it is are so cramp. that it feels like hols going to end. :(

anyway, now not at home. good night. sweet dreams.
( im addicted to facebook )
sigh.. not everyone is. so everytime i go back to the home page, it is like the same old thing. HAHA

2009-11-05T11:10:00.002+08:00
hey. today is alr nov 5. time passes so quickly.
haf spent the last two days, reading vampire kisses(500pages long!!!), sleeping, looking for a job(through the papers), eating a lot and a lot, going to chobaini hse with pearline and ......

so hey, i got second in class! didnt really study a lot for it, but smtg i really wish for a long time. ;) very happy with my results.77.2%!! i would boast my results, but report book in my room. HAHAH. eh. at least i put in effort.
but i was feeling quite sad. i studied 5 hours memorising the lit answer, and in the end i only score 59% overall....

so after consulting all my cousins, uncles and friends, i decided on
full geography, social studies, pure chemistry, combine physics and biology, additional mathematics, principles of accounts, english, e math, chinese

as you can see, im super bored, so im changing colours.. but getting irritated. so i wont change it anymore.

felt like changing my blog name and blog skin. but i felt it was unique after a long time. so im not changing. ( lazy ) so i feel like shopping and going out now. but later have the exco meeting.

i am saying a lot of redundant stuff. so if you are reading up to here, you must be very bored..

i thought of my group identity for next year prefects camp/ super cool..
so pray to be in my group!!

last few weeks, have a lot of nonsence, like SAM fest. HAHA,
so i met a boy from New Town primary. and this was how the conversation went
( he spoke in chinese )

Boy: jie jie, jie jie. does your school have any ( xiao hua )--> most pretty girl according to him

me: dont know. i also dont care. but if you want to know then you come to my school.

Boy: wah. we already at second group and still havent see any pretty girls

me: too bad. but maybe upper sec have.. i dont know lar. do i look like an ah lian to you. im
not that bo liao go and find. not that i found anyone pretty in particular.

Boy: (when we were in the dnt room) wah. my friend say ur dnt teacher so chio.

i told ms leong, then she said you better chase this boy out of the school. he looks like a trouble
maker in future.
i just laugh.

later when we went to cabin room, we waited for the ppl inside to clear. so we went to sit at the tables near the room. and his friend push his head to him which was just 15 cm away from me.

Boy: wah. sorry arh. sorry arh. is my friend push me one

me: wl. go away lar.

then he sit inbetween me and the opposite girl. and put his but on the table.

sigh. weird boy that just reminded me of my brother.

HAHA!!

2009-10-22T23:07:00.002+08:00
HEY, i always go to my blog. but no one tag. so i dont bother blogging.

anyway, exams are over.
didnt really make such a big difference

im not boasting, but i always can wish right?!
i want to be second in class
or at least top 10

first is very unrealistic.
cause im not that smart like...

ryan is getting cuter by the day. and i found out how to bribe ryan alr...

2009-09-15T08:32:00.002+08:00
heyeyyey sexayyyyyyyy

hahahaahhahahahah

da jie just cut her hair short. very cute! ;)

i have 66 hours of CIP. omgggggg.. coool

had diarrhoe again yesterday

was very very busy during the september
and it was so bad that i only had thursday to relax.
sigh...

i have 4 B3 and 2 A1. and suprisingly i got 2nd in class.
eng-68
chinese-68
literature-68
science-67
what is wrong with this score...

nth to tag.
oh yar ytd watch the tuxedo
quite disgusting

and watch The Proposal too
omg. why are you wet--.> hahahahah

zhangde came to our school that time
saw a few aunties...

AYG gave me a very big certficate and badge for helping out in some random stuff...
lolol

bye.

2009-09-10T22:14:00.002+08:00
today i slack the whole day
saved for than reading Thadeaus life again
today was boring
i just realised i shouldnt be wasting my life
since i have so much time, i should
live my life to the fullest
live as if everyday was ur last

after reading the book, it gave me so much motivation to study
so bye guys

off to do homework

i dont want to pass away without having made so much impact to anyone

i should be known as the hardworking

2009-09-10T00:14:00.002+08:00
9 september 2009
09-09-09 09:29

im not innocent anymore
i said the f word while quoting a phrase by andre to jia hui after tuition
she asked me to blog this
hahah

sabrina
sms me to say that she got rumours abt me
and i must call her
and i did
am i too childish to believe in this

i had fever of 39.3
i must be too hot
jkjk

this is so reatarted hahah

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE
WILL FOREVER AND EVER LOVE MY LIL COUSIN :)

2009-08-18T23:28:00.001+08:00
national day. i took the pledge. did you?
i watch the performance too. did you?

anyway,
powerpoint presentation for me was alright.
i wasnt scared
miss toh said i was too relax. :(

so it is good to be scared.

i was sick this 2 weeks, but i still went for floorball training.. :)

i was national day mc, went on stage for powerpoint presentation and im might be teacher's day mc too. cool. maybe only.

im an exco. yay. now you know..

my aep is fashion. not funk dance.
quite regret. cause the sewing keeps making me prick my fingers.

2009-08-18T19:26:00.002+08:00
shivani asked me to post.
she forced me!

haha. anway,...
MY AHMA IS SOOOOO CUTE.
yesterday went Asian kitchen at vivo with my cousins,sisss and AHMA
she just sasked if we were eating anything else. then we replied no.
then a short while after she went to the cashier and paid.
my two cousins ran after her just to pay
so lolololololol. hahah. :)

so glad that the sec 1 welcome party ( I WAS THE CHAIRMAN. GOSH )
and luckily it went on well.. :)

and today for prefect investiture it went on well too.
i have two blisters though.. :(

cant wait for teachers day..
actually no.
then exams will be closer........
no.............

nvm. then hols will be coming
and im going >...................
i dont know
haha

2009-07-22T22:28:00.002+08:00
HEY!!!

TODAY DURING DNT. WE PLAYED A STUPID CHICK CHICK OR CHATTER BOX OR WHATVER GAME YOU CALLED THAT. we all had to write down a dare to it.

and my was ( to tell Mr Tang who is wearing pink colour shirt )
HEY MR TANG. I LIKE GUYS WEARING PINK.

and for some odd reason i did that!!

*faints.

the others was like to walk around the classroom.

mine to shivani was to tell any malay boy ( who was nimran only ) that you like him!
but she was strongly against it.
then i change it where go to likang/alvin/nimran and just say congratulation, you are a father.

but according to shivani's principal, she is not allowed to do that for some reason. trama about boys?

shaalin had to run around the dnt room tables. then later mr tang ask her what she was doing. and later ask her to run around the classroom twice. -.-'
haha

today no english, ( ms toh mc ) so me,mira,shivani and pearline. sang song together. ☻ from david archuleta to hannah montana to high school musical. and suddenly mira and shivani was singing malay song and twinkle twinkle little star. we also took pictures together. :)

for p.e. so slack cause hall got people.

so today only got dnt. but we finish. so we just play. then go vivo...

2009-07-22T21:47:00.002+08:00
20 july -

went to Science Centre to watch things about light....

blah blah blah. mummy came and she wanted to bring me to watch the da vinci. but it doesnt open on monday. :(

21 july-

that was the day of my officail 10th day of diarrhoea.

it was so bad that i had to visit 2 doctors.

i also vomited too. blech.

22 july -

today i went to vivo city after my prefects meeting with Shaalin and Shirmine.

i treated them ( as in i paid half for them ) for some reason to watch Harry Potter and the half blood prince. I almost fell asleep like 4 times. it is not boring just tired.

oh yar the two most funiest part was:

#1 the jack neo advertisment - where the 2 people were praying and suddenly this girl appear and scream. wah oh my gosh!@! i was so scared that i almost grabbed the ang moh's hand beside me. hahah.
( i feel like saying the guy is so hot. )

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

#2 when harry potter was trying to take water and suddenly the loud screaming sound came out! i was going to sleep

MY HEART KEPT BEATING SUPER SUPER FAST. AND HAD TO KEEP OUT BREATHING IN AND OUT TO CATCH MY BREATH.

shirmine didnt see this 2 part. so she didnt get asthma with me. haha.

1. DNT IS OVER!!!!!!! :)

2. shivani was scared when we said that we didnt want to talk to her
doesnt she know that we will always love her forever!! hahah ♥

2009-07-18T11:27:00.001+08:00
arh..
havent been posting...
cause im always too lazy too

a lot of things i wanted to post but cant rmb, so too bad, tehe

oh yar, mummy plan of tricking me of my birthday party plan failed
she asked me to meet her at tiong bahru plaza
so i went there and i saw erjie then she said' what are you doing here. go home lar'
so i was quite pissed off.
and i walked away.
then i saw daddy with sleeping ryan
and mummy and tiff later too
but i thought nothing of it until mummy ask 'dont you realised this is ur party.'
then i found out. and said thanks!

haha/.

my glasses broke on sunday and on monday i had a very crazy streak where i gone high for the whole day
and i was seriously lmao

finished my dnt model. finally....

2009-07-18T11:27:00.000+08:00
arh..
havent been posting...
cause im always too lazy too

a lot of things i wanted to post but cant rmb, so too bad, tehe

oh yar, mummy plan of tricking me of my birthday party plan failed
she asked me to meet her at tiong bahru plaza
so i went there and i saw erjie then she said' what are you doing here. go home lar'
so i was quite pissed off.
and i walked away.
then i saw daddy with sleeping ryan
and mummy and tiff later too
but i thought nothing of it until mummy ask 'dont you realised this is ur party.'
then i found out. and said thanks!

haha/.

my glasses broke on sunday and on monday i had a very crazy streak where i gone high for the whole day
and i was seriously lmao

finished my dnt model. finally....

2009-07-06T21:25:00.002+08:00
today was my birthday so everything was my treat.
too bad to those who never come
--> in your face shivani. tehe

i need a photographer on my birthday
we only took 3 pictures.
haha.

this is going to be a long post..

shirmine,shaalin,mira and pearline came over to my house in the morning to swim..:D
then mummy sent us + ryan to vivo city in the afternoon.

went to mini toons.

then went to watch Transformers: revenge of the fallen
k. its was good but i didnt really understand it.
but the graphics and machine were cool
ryan made me pay for the ticket but he fell asleep around the time when he first saw bumblebee. haha.

went to daiso.
while walking there, cause ryan was sleeping, so i was carrying him,
mira said i was like a mother
-.-

then we went to earls swensens.
shaalin had spagettic and ryan had some chicken+ french fries
and we had some earth quake ice-cream.
which i only had 1 spoon and then i brought ryan to the toilet
and then when i came back was gone.. :(
haha. anyway,..

then we went back followed shirmine to mini toons

then we went to basement 2 and bought reseese at candy empire

then we went to followed shaalin to sub way and some chinese restaurant thingy

then we went to bread talk

then we went to the bus stop

and saw shawn which we had a very awkward conversation
shawn: hey rachel. u are rachel right
rachel: yar ( looks at shaalin n gives her at who is that face )
then recalls is him.
' eh hi. i think we havent talk and met in like 3 years '
shawn: yar. i think so too. and then left cause his bus come

and that is my birthday party for today.

2009-07-04T01:06:00.001+08:00
wah. i so pro. take so long to do one post.
haha
just wanted to say tmr got ayg thingy
must wake up at 7 cos following mummy first

oh yar i bought like i think 11 little miss thingy. dont know why im going high over it,
tehe

2009-07-04T00:57:00.003+08:00
walao. the english report for the most dangerous job. i prepare for so long only just pass.
whatever.
k.
so lets talk about today where i woke up at 6.15am to rush my powerpoint.
this is friday.
and she told me on thursday.
luckily last time me and jo yee any how make one.
so i anyhow edit.
cause i had no time
and i thought i was going to be late

so i went inside the taxi and the conversation goes like that
r- uncle are u working? how come ur taxi got not for hire sigh
u- that one is for people behind me to see
r-? anyway i need to go to bukit merah secondary school
u- huh? where is it
r- bukit merah. ai ya i lead you
u- u give me a rough idea first
r- bukit merah is bukit merah lar
u- u dont know where ur school is arh. ai yo ah girl

i got pissed off. so i said nvm
slammed the door and left.
cause i saw my bus coming. haha.

wah i was like only 5 mins early.
heng arh.. haha

2009-07-03T23:44:00.002+08:00
and they trick me that it was shaalin's birthday.
and they trick shaalin that it was my birthday.

and i was wondering why mira was literally pushing me around and making me go 'huh??'
and asking weird questions for shaalins present. in the end they got a game connect 4 for her.

i was crazy about connect 4 cause i played it on cruise with ryan and he kept on losing. so i decided to play it with i forgot who in school. and then.... now the whole world is going bonkus over it! haha.

i got fooled for once. i was shocked. cause i walked almost the whole toys r us and i didnt find anything interesting. not that anything caught my eye.

and i wanted to buy a b-day present for elizabeth. so i tagged along cos i alr bought shaalin pencil case.

and in the end shaalin,shivani,mira,pearline&shirmine bought me a float.
shirmine's idea- thanks! but im not into swimming now cause im not feeling well :=(
oh yar plus a lilo and stitch file, where they got it at page one. where they said they needed to go to toilet and lied that she had something stuck in her butt? haha,. i thought they went to go and find shaalin's present. then i didnt bother and ask shaalin to follow me and walk around. where we went to bags, clothes to small little cute stuff. and all the way to donuts. haha.

after that we went to habourfrount cause they wanted to go KFC. i couldnt eat anything cause they were all deep fried chicken.
i was really shocked to my presentwhen i found it in my bag when i to get a spoon from the kfc counter. mira donated her mashed potato to the sickly.

and according to mira, when i was resting my head on the table cause i was resting, shirmine attempted to try to put it in my bag. but it didnt work. cos mira didnt agree.

k. THANKS GUYS. but im just thinking of it,
e.g. if u are walking around toyrus and somebody ask you if you want a float!?!?
no... stop it. im not feeling well. i cant swim. :(

k. so decided that on monday for my party.
shirmine,shivani,pearline,mira,shaalin will come over to my house in the morning.
swim... which i stay in the corner helping them picture.
then we will go swensens for cake?
i didnt celebrate last year with friend so this year must do something special.

but i cant think of anything.
i wanted to bring pizza for the class as a whole to school. but where to put......
and bring the pizza over when...... too many questions and troubles.
sigh. so forget it.
haha.

2009-07-02T09:30:00.003+08:00
hi pearline and all
thanks for going to buy my present.
for that i let u use my computer to play guitar geek. it is so much more faster
by the school starts at 8.45am on every thursday.
cool
6am- woke up cause i thought have school
- starting coughing very badly
- went to parents room
7.25am- ask maid to wake me up
8am-shitts/ woke up.
and thought going to be late..
ran to the bus stop.
run to school
oh i am early
5 mins early or something like that

today have the cough. sigh
i have such a weak immune system.

2009-06-28T21:01:00.001+08:00
she keeps on staring
i hate it

2009-06-28T19:46:00.002+08:00
stayed at home the whole day....
anyway,
SCHOOL IS STARTING!!
WHOOTS!!
YAY!
YIPEE!!
and im goanna start my day with prefects meeting ( or just ms kaur with some 3 three prefects )

and i can start booking people for not wearing badge and tie already.

oh. 1st july have that primary 6 science thingy and 3rd july have the new prefects party. wah. i am going to be so busy..

2009-06-27T22:52:00.002+08:00
i wish i was a bookworm but im not tracy..
sigh.. haha.
the best thing someone could remind me is that school is starting in 2 days. whoots. excited.
shivani is also not coming to school for 1 week. haha.

25june-
went for training. is it me or is training just getting slacker.

27 june-
anyway today went for family day @ sentosa. i got a superman and butterfly tatoo done.
did nothing much but eat. i love the mushroom and ham pizza.
and i have this super black tan now lar. :@
after that went to 1 degree 15 to bathe.
then went grandpa's youngest brother's granddaughter's 1 month party.
met hannah and caleb and the new baby kaylee.
i just realised my family + extended family have sooo many babies. hehe.
i run for 18 mins too and burned off 130 calories.
after which i went to eat fried rice + curry+ red egg again. tehee. :)

2009-06-23T21:14:00.002+08:00
19-20-21 June
went cruise with dad,tiff,jan&ryan. :D

since nobody ever reads this, for memory purposes
i went to the casino.
security asked for my age when i was walking out
lied that im going to be 18
said that i needed to be exactly 18.
so i just said ' ok, anyway im going out '.
sorry everyone...

watch red cliff 2.
omgosh. hehe.

watch perfomance by Terry Perry; he is a juggler and a comedian.
he could juggle 5 ping pong balls with his mouth.
play the drums by 'spitting' the ball in and out with his mouth.
juggle a plate using a chopstick ( 1 in his mouth, 2 in his left hand and 1 on his right hand ) and, DID A FREAKING BACKWARDS SOMERSUALT!~!!!

watched the sunrise too. er jie said that Sabah was x1000 better

came back on sunday.
mummy came to pick us up. went to celebrate fathers day. ^^
[ had an ' car accident '. as in my dad bump the taxi behind us ]. luckily the dent was not exactly big.
/\

22 june 2009
went to The Kids Club with elizabeth again. :):)
saw Clara and Claire again.. :D
super cute as usual.
went to lizzy's house after that, supposed to go sleepover, but i cancel cause of prefects meeting. sigh.. sorry. luckily u had something on. if not i would feel guilty like really bad.
thanks again for having me over.. :):):)
i really appreciate that you are always there for me. even though it has been 2 years since we ever really sit down and talk.

23 june 2009
went for prefects meeting at 10.15-3.15pm!!
omgosh..
haha.
after that went to Ikea to meet da jie and joyce. quite unexpectated cause i was just bored. ( walked 5 bus stops, or do you count it as 4. whatever. haha. )
stayed there till like 7!! cause jie jie ate so long, then later mum and jan came, then later ryan )
then went to anchorpoint
then queensway to find er jie new swimming costume.
then later went doctor cause er jie and mummy thought er jie had H1N1. then mummy ask me to stay away from her. if not must be quarantine.

24 june
tmr going to collect my new spectacles. :D? should i be happy cause both my degree went up by 75 degrees. now left eye 750 and right eye 800. i know 'what the shit' right... sigh.. :(
white- mummy says i look good. but i look like a nerd lar
red- elegant?- cos it matches my pink lips wtheck. mummy comments so funny.
black- mature..
green, blue- doesnt match me. ryan says i dont look like rachel anymore.
orange- i like it. but no proper size..
so between red and black since we couldnt decide the aunty ask me to choose black. cos red is like the same as my current one.

2009-06-18T23:27:00.002+08:00
i love hannah montana.
hehe.

went taka with shaalin and shirmine.
bought their presents.

and by the way i still ♥ hannah montana. tehe.

i cried twice. sigh.

hehe

2009-06-17T23:22:00.002+08:00
#1 (15 june)
swam 14 laps at keppel club with da jie and er jie. and we had to pay $5 each for a towel.
i still have not master how to dive from the diving board smoothly like da jie. ( and that i dont get a !^% headache after that. ) sigh. jie... i cant catch up with you. slow down lar.. hehe

#2 ( 16 june )
run for about 20 mins at sentosa with da jie. i cant catch up with you. slow down.. hehe
played captain ball, volley ball, suntan, running,.. and RAT RACE.
super fun game. hehe. and .. i broke jie jie nails when we slapped the deck of cards. and it bend. and she bend it back. something like that. hehe./ sorry.
but u shld see er jie play it one day..

#3
tmr going out with shirmine and shaalin to buy shirmine presents.
still have not decided on shaalin presents.
shucks.

wait. something tells me that i have forgotten about shivani's birthday.
shoots. was is on like the 13 june or is it today??!?!?!?!?!??!

k.

just a short post for shivani. hehe.
happy birthday. you have been a very nice and funny girl.
keep smiling. and thanks for everything you have done,
for making a great impact in my life. hehe. :D

and not to forget shirmine who i had no time to post. sssssooo sorry.
anyway. dont know if u wld read my blog. but just want to say happy belated birthday. hope u like my birthday wishes. :D and tmr when it is ur birthday outing. hope u wld enjoy it. :D.
u haf been a very great friend. and sorry for the times when i piss u off. anyway, just wish u a plesant year ahead for me. :D

guys,... LOVE YOU LOADS KAY.
thanks for everything once again. :D

2009-06-14T23:54:00.006+08:00
haha. chris and jamie fighting to be in the center. hehe.
my cutest cousins. :D
i dont know what we are doing. just copied jamie. haha.;)

i was pointing to the sand castle. and mintues later they destroy it! we took like ?!?!?!??! mintues to build it.
look at how the sandcastle is!!
me and christine
me and jamie

mum wanted a garfield toy to put in her car. couldnt find it in plaza sing.

except for that car. so we took a photo of it. haha.
er jie went to buy contacts. and we got sort of distracted.. ^^

oh. that time when shivani, pearline and shirmine came over..

arh. there.. clara and claire/

they force me to take it! haha.

2009-06-14T23:18:00.002+08:00
and then the next day after i had stomach ache, i vomited a lot.

finally done with all the hw and my prefect scripts. yay.

went to singapore swimming club.
and spam pictures with jamie and christine.
hehe. ^^

oh yar on the 10 of june. that was a random date. too un-organise now.
yar anyway. i went to liz's younger bro child care centre.
then this two girls ( clara and claire ) spam my phone with their pictures. haha.
super cute lar.

then went to her lizzy's house after that to have dinner and stay there to chat till my mum came.
and i read all my letters that i gave to elizabeth. and i realise that i wrote a full 5 page long letter to mei mei with of nonsense. :d. haha.

then went to camwhore at her computer. and we took like dont know how many pictures.
shall ask her to put on facebook. or send to me somehow.. haha.

oh yar still have not upload the ryan swimming pictures!

oh yar. im growing green beans. and they are making good progress.^^
and the conversation goes something like this
rach: eh. go and see my green bean
janell: what?!
rach: green bean.
janell: what on earth are you growing green bean for.
rach: go and see lar
after seeing in, i threw some un-grown gren bean into the swimming pool
jan: what the. why you throw inside the pool. those 4 green beans deserve to live!
rach: huh. wtheck. haha.

2009-06-10T14:39:00.002+08:00
had a stupid stomach ache,
felt like d**ing.
i hhate it.
why on eath was did God let us suffer so much.
why am i doubting God.
why
why

ytd after dinner, shit then vomit then shit then vomit then shit then vomit. felt better then came home. then shit then shit then shit. this morning shit again.

ahma made me eat the pills.

anyway tosday ryan and i went to grow green beans.
we threw seeds then we made a wish.
hehe.
it was fun.
glad that now my stomach ache is so much better

but still a lot of wind
i seriously need to fart!

2009-06-06T22:18:00.002+08:00
June 6

1!
i guess no one ever visit my blog.

2!
anyway, today played guitar geek the whole morning ( use jie jie acct ).
then go to church.
then left half way to watch shaalin church at queenstown.

3!
watch starry starry night.
something like 4 friends who all have problems then they turn to drugs, sniffing glue, slashing their wrist and drinking beer.
i dont know how to explain it, but it was awesome.
i actually like their singing and dancing. ^^
thanks for inviting me for free. hehe.

actually i came to my blog to confess.
at the very end, the `host` ask us something that really struck.
he ask us ( while our eyes are close ) ' i would any christian who feel that they drifting apart and would like me to help them pray. please raise up your hand.'
i was guilty.

4!
this is like the second time i went i out with shaalin and came back at 10 pm. cool. haha.

June 2
went swimming with Ryan for 4 hours!?!?!?! we are chaotar. like indians. (Lisa only take care of our bag.)
entrance fee was actually quite cheap.
it is near pioneer mrt. the newly renovated exercise place.
kid - $0.80
adult -$1.60
then we rent a float for 2 hours too. when we first got it, we were quite excited. so we went to lazy pool. but after a while, we got bored, and didnt know what to do with it. so we chunk it to lisa. hehe. then we went out of the complex to buy 2 water guns. cause ryan was jealous of other kids. sigh.
then we took a slide ( you have to climb 4 stories high.. ) , actually suppose to be for 6 years old. and ryan is 5. so i kept telling him he was 6, then he was quite happy for some reason. haha.

2009-05-31T22:23:00.002+08:00
yesterday went for karoke. haha. so fun! :)

today watch some Darwin film.
couldnt see the screen..
-.-

tmr going singapore expo (again) with 2 cousins.
hehe. bye'

2009-05-30T00:20:00.003+08:00
super happy with my results. i win khaterina by 0.4%!! haha.
dad went to meet miss huang. just kept critising about my floorball. ( we were late by 30 mins too. luckily yan yie still talking. ) oh yar, ryan was super amused by my locker too. haha. anyway, ms huang dont know what to say when he was like ' im sure my daughter floorball not good and stuff.' ryan was like sucking his thumb too and his eyes were on the sweet haha. then i asked ms huang if can take the sweet. then she was like ' sure sure. go ahead .' and my brother just grabbed 5 sweets at once. quite embarrassing. then he later put back 2.

after that. mum came to school. dad went to work. then mum brought me, ryan and kakak maid to singapore expo.

we spent like !?#?# minutes choosing peanuts. in the end she coulnt not make up her mind and bought all. who buys $35 worth of nuts...

then we bought jelly..quite yummy.

and MNMs. we spent $20. haha. but is was worth it. who cant give in to tempatation.

then we bought jam which in total later cost $158! and the lady was like talking for more than 30 mins. not lying.

after that finally went to John Little.
i bought
1. dress
1. shorts
1. shirt
1. jeans.
...... ........

:) so happy.

then go bank. then go Bukit Timah Plaza. bought fruits. bought ryan a stupid balloon that cos tme $8.90...

then go pick up er jie at MG.- it looks different..

then go to IKEA.
bought-
1. pached salmon
1. ten meet balls
1. fish with chips
2. spagetetti with sauce.
.... .....

yummyss

anyway happy birthday to pearline. and good night.

my eyes are closing..

2009-05-28T23:02:00.002+08:00
HAPPY ( EARLY ) BIRTHDAY PEARLINE :)

SORRY U CANT RECEIVE YOUR PRESENTS.

cos u alr did. haha. hope u like your pencil case...
( shoo. no pens inside . )

few words for you..
k. first wanna say that you have been a great friend. may you grow spirtually older in Christ. :)
you now a year older and wiser, may you make wise decisions in everything you do. hope you will enjoy your movie with your friends. :) i love you. hahaha. thanks for always being there. like just now when i called you cause my maid freak me out. cause i took picture of a tree. then she took it and say ' i can see something else... ' then gave me a scary face. i just walked off. haha. then you were there to listen to my ridiculous story. haha. anyway, hope your dreams will come true and you will have the most memoral day tomorrow. haha. :):) continue to be that cute and stay bubbly. :)

-racheltan. ( your one and only daughet )

by the way. u still owe me my allowance. hahah. jkjk.

:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

2009-05-28T22:20:00.003+08:00
1st- kar poh
2nd- u wont believe
3rd- ( should be khaternina ^^ )
4th- shaalin
5th- teng chuen
6th- ming hui
7th- shirmine
8th-jo yee
.
.
the rest i dont know. well done. :)

i am lost for words. wait actually im not imrpoving. it is just that everybody is deproving. cause i only improve by 3%.

everything is so close. the 2nd and 8th difference is like by 3% only..

i ask kar poh what her percentage is.
and she said something like ' it does not matter.... only a few % higher.... u are going to catch up. :)' i dont know what the smiley face is there.

i know novelia got 79.4 %. ( first )
and i have 74%. see the difference.

2F needs to buck up. jia you. :)

shivani has reached up top 20 goal. well done. she is on top of the world.

i cant wait for tomorrow.

after collecting the results,
we are going SHOPPING!! :)

2009-05-28T10:20:00.003+08:00
yesterday was free day.

i just realise the most stupidest thing we did was not take any pictures as a class. haha.

anyway, met shaalin then go shivani hse together. her mum send us ( thanks ) then we went to buy pie at cold storage.

then watch movie - the night at the museum 2 ( i smuggled the pie in ^^). haha.
anyway the show was quite cool. ms huang so nice to help us pay $3.50.. ( thanks )
it has a lot of funny parts and i was laughing my head off. who cares. inside only got 2F and only 1 random person if im not wrong. haha.
( that was the only thing we did together )

anyway. then we went arcade to play racing.
then go ICE-SKATING for 2 hours. speaking of which my legs still quite a little. but not as bad as ytd. then instead of ice-skating, we were like either resting or taking pictures. haha. me, mira and shivani were total noobs there lar. haaha.

then go KFC.

then bus to ahma house with mira. which i fall asleep the whole entire time..

ahaa.

reached ahma home at 5.45!?

2009-05-26T18:20:00.003+08:00
#1
went to j8 on sunday.. and i did not get anything i like except for a pair of slippers.
this is random..

#2
got back most of my results. all about like B3 and B4... ::((
deproved so much..

#3
tmr freeday. going ice-skating and movie if im not wrong.
quite excited.. ^^

#4
i want to change to miss huang class...
wait. actually not me.
everybody wants too..

2009-05-25T20:29:00.003+08:00
Literature
Section 1: 15/25
Section 2: 16/25
Section 3: 15/25
SA: 61%

Chinese
Listening Comprehensio: 8/20
Paper 1 - compo- 31/50
- letter - 14/20
Paper 2 - 72/110
SA: 62.5%
CA: 70.1%

Science
CA: 63.8 %
SA: 65%
practical exam - 8 out of 25

English
Paper 1- composition: 19/30
- report : 19/30
Paper 2 - : 54/80
overall for SA only: 66%

Geography
SA: 85%
CA: 91%

Mathematics
Paper 1: 45/50
Paper 2: 47/50
SA: 92%

2009-05-25T20:28:00.001+08:00
hi. this is for pei ni

2009-05-25T20:22:00.000+08:00
hi. this is specially dedicated to jo yee

2009-05-24T15:07:00.002+08:00
1!
today woke up at 7.15am.
went to SRC cause ryan got swimming lesson
then me and mummy swam.
i swam 23 laps, mummy swam 20 laps..

so funny lar.
when ryan havent even finished his 4th lap, his 6 years old friends already finished his 10 laps!!

2!
mummy wants me to go to switch school.mummy has done so many things so that i can transfere to a school that has an affliation to a JC. sigh. last year i failed the english test. like wtheck and for maths, i did 54. i think.. haha. so loser... so i couldnt go back to mg. like 20 people fighting for 5 placing. then FMSS has like 30 people before me trying to get in. sighh..... thanks mum.

3!
taboo is the most disgusting ever!
like this women she squeeze her tummy till like 15 inches. omgosh.. super super small.
and people pierce they back and then hook it up. and leave her flying in the ear.super bloody. she said she wanted to feel how it is to fly... -.-
and they have horns
and they make the white part of their eye ball black. by injecting some black thing. super gross.

2009-05-24T15:03:00.000+08:00
some quiz i did at facebook..

How you see yourself: You are impulsive and unpredictable. You don't know why you do the things you do or say the things you say, but you just want to be original. You thrive on the fact that others see you as weird, even though it hurts sometimes.

How others see you: Others see you as weird kid. they might talk behind your back because of your obvious, in-your-face strangeness, but you don't seem to mind. You are your own person and you seem to know who you are, so others wish they could be you. They wish they could have the guts that you do to wear bright, possibly mismatched colors to school. Who you are: You are happy, but unstable and self-conscious. In an attempt to be original, you find yourself alone often because you don't think others want to be seen with you. You constantly question yourself and your motives, but you can't seem to figure out who you really are. But someday you will find out, and you will finally achieve the originality you strive for.

2009-05-23T20:31:00.002+08:00
bored - nobody online talk to me
slacked - watch televesion and use computer the whole day
weird- woked up at 8 am!!!! and swam about 100 laps about home which mean 1 km.
- studied for chinese for 5 mins. then gave up
- swam again. caused er jie poured water on my hair
excited - I Want To Know My Results!
? - why nobody post on their blog..

2009-05-23T20:27:00.002+08:00
Test for Idiocy Below are four (4) questions and a bonus question. You have to answer them instantly. You can't take your time, answer all of them immediately OK? Let's find out just how clever you really are..... Ready? GO!!!
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First Question: You are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What position are you in?
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Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person, you take his place, so you are second! Try not to screw up next time.
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Now answer the second question,but don't take as much time as you took for the first one, OK ? Second Question: If you overtake the last person, then you are...?

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Answer: If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST Person? You're not very good at this, are you?

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Third Question: Very tricky arithmetic! Note: This must be done in your head only.Do NOT use paper and pencil or a calculator. Try it. Take 1000 and add 40 to it. Now add another 1000. Now add 30.Add another 1000. Now add 20.
Now add another 1000 Now add 10. What is the total? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Did you get 5000? The correct answer is actually 4100. If you don't believe it, check it with a calculator!
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Today is definitely not your day, is it? Maybe you'll get the last question right.......Maybe.

Fourth Question: Mary's father has five daughters:
1. Nana, 2. Nene, 3. Nini, 4. Nono.
What is the name of the fifth daughter?
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Did you Answer Nunu? NO! Of course it isn't. Her name is Mary. Read the question again!
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Okay, now the bonus round: I may have sent this one before. I'm never sure.
A mute person goes into a shop and wants to buy a toothbrush.
By imitating the action of brushing his teeth he successfully expresses himself to the shopkeeper and the purchase is made.
Next, a blind man comes into the shop who wants to buy a pair ofsunglasses; how does HE indicate what he wants?

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ANSWER
He just has to open his mouth and ask...It's really very simple.... Like you!